I really shouldn't drink,iv had problems with addiction. Drink really dosent help for most of the time, it just takes me away from the head space im in and coz im not in a good place when i start drinking its like a monster comes out of me.
I argue with the people closest to me and I end up hurting them and myself.
If im in a good head space im a good drunk and like to have a laugh and loose some of my inabitions,its for that reason that I dont completly stop coz it is good and fun sometimes.
I have to take the good with the bad in life