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I Am a Quiet Person Except When I Drink

Drunk

By: monicaxox
Written on October 18th, 2009

I really shouldn't drink,iv had problems with addiction. Drink really dosent help for most of the time, it just takes me away from the head space im in and coz im not in a good place when i start drinking its like a monster comes out of me.

I argue with the people closest to me and I end up hurting them and myself.

If im in a good head space im a good drunk and like to have a laugh and loose some of my inabitions,its for that reason that I dont completly stop coz it is good and fun sometimes.

I have to take the good with the bad in life

xox

By: monicaxox
Age: 26-30 , Female
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    monicaxox
    monicaxox

    Self medicating is so true, I tend to do that alot and with the meds im prescribed Im not sure if it helps or not,

    Sometimes does, sometimes not

    Oct 22, 2009
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    wideopenspaces77
    wideopenspaces77

    sounds like we are self medicating ,social anxiety disorder.I use other methods besides alcohol.i get tongue tied ,and SO anxious .i look like a blithering idiot.i am almost scared to leave the House.feeling your pain,

    Oct 20, 2009
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    college101
    college101

    I am also like this, if you ran into me sober I would never speak unless you spoke to me. I feel stuck inside of my head all of the time. When I do try to speak to people, I get all jumbled and sound like a moron. But, if you ran into me while I was drinking I would gladly say hello and tell you anything and everything you wanted to know easily......

    Oct 19, 2009
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