I Understand Now

I've always had an affinity with the wolf. Stronger than with anything else. The night would be my peak. I loved it when the moon was full or new. I would always feel so empowered. I've always growled and snarled at people if they aggravated me or challenged me. I've always howled at the moon. In my mind I have always said 'feh, humans'. And yet, I nevr knew why. I thought I was insane. I thought I was losing my grip on reality. That was especially so after I had an involuntary shift, and went after a deer. I lost my focus for one second, and slipped in the mud. I didn't understand it. I didn'rt know why I felt the urge to hunt, especially in the winter. I suppose I am a wolf then. I am, through and through, lycan. All I need to know now is how to control my shifting. I've never done so voluntarily. And please, do not ask me to join any packs. I walk alone, for now.