How Do I Make It Stop

I'm 21. For the past 2-3 months I've been experiencing some really strange things. Strange pains and movements mostly. I decribed them to a friend and she said it sounded like my body was trying to change. She watched me go threw one of these 'fits' and said she thought I was possesed the way my body was contorting (I think thats the word she used). She said that if I am a werewolf I should just give into it. The most I remember is the pain. Like my bones are tearing away from my muscles beneath my skin, stretching it close to the point of it tearing. My muscled burn and twist. I cant focus and I end up fighting myself. I wanted to know what everyone thought. Even the people that think im some psycho poser. I may be psycho but im not making any of this up. My mom dosent know who my father is. I did go to a psychologist for anger management when I was 16. My cat who usually hates me is now sucking up so to speak. Any suggestions for making the pain stop short of killing myself would be helpful.
JasmineDaisyCrow JasmineDaisyCrow
18-21, F
4 Responses Feb 7, 2013

My doctor said she didn't see anything wrong with me. Told me it was probably a bad dream.

What can I do to lessen the pain? How did everyone else get through it?

Killing myself is deffinetly not an option. I would never leave my son if I can help it. These 'fits' are getting more frequent and harder to controll.

don't kill yourself without answers believe me I almost did the same thing. You are not alone we are here for you. I am as lost and confused as you are. answers shall reveal themselves in time. Just make sure you don't give up. otherwise the chance to know will be forever lost.