I'm Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired, StillSo I've cleaned up my act and quit all the drugs and most of the sex.
Yet I am still sick and tired.
My parents run my life and only let me go to a few meetings, only let me hang out with few people, and say I need more friends that are girls even though I try to explain I mingle better with boys.
They wont listen to me, it's like they're just waiting for their turn to talk...
I'm tired of living at home, and the only other place I can go is to live with a man ten years older than me who lives with his parents and I'll just end up back where I started; 100 pounds, scabbed up and broken.
I'm really at the end of my journey even though I get 30 Monday, I am really just sick and tired STILL.
I know this takes time but it's taking time I have no patience for.
I need friends, acquaintances and a life full of activities.
I'm so close to done.
I really just want to get high or die,
It's all the same as it was when I was using, I just don't have any where to run to.