My Ending And BeginningWell im not sure how to do this but lets start by saying today is my 25th day clean from meth woop woop and its been a ride from hell with the highest highs ( higher even than when i was still taking meth) and lows (that come no where near as low as the come downs did) and its the best decision i ever made.
it all started 22nd of may, i was coming down from smoking a few grams over the last couple days and was in a situation where i definitely was starting to see the truth of how much id lost and what i was throwing away by continuing to follow that path. i sent a couple of texxt to my adoptive parents that i knew would inspire them to call me and ask if i was okay and after my dad called i broke down on the phone crying and begged my dad to let me come home and to "home rehab" me because i couldnt take it anymore. arrangemennts were made by about 6pm and by 10pm i had packed, found a ride, and driven the hour dive there and was home to start my recovery.
at that stage i was majorly underweight being 43kg (when im meant to be 52.5kg according to my height), i am now happy to say that i am 56kg =)
i spent the first week and a half either sleeping or eating until my dads friend nick came to stay at which point i was enjoying myself so much with computer games and witty conversation i completely forgot to have my naps!!!
so this is my story and to end it (for now) i would just like to add a thank you to everyone that helped me so far in my recovery, everyone that i can remember at the moment is listed sorry if i misseded anyone but thank you to them too
Mischiefmon 18-21, F 2 Responses 0 Jun 16, 2012