Not Exactly In Recovery Now
I can't stop drinking. AA hasn't seemed to work for me. I can't find a good sponsor I can trust and count on. I did complete the steps, with a very thorough 4th step. Made amends. And I keep finding myself back in this miserable place. I think alcohol will be the death of me...and hopefully that death will come very soon! I can't live this madness anymore but I can't seem to stop either.