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I Am a Recovering Alcoholic

Not Exactly In Recovery Now

By: fight4life
Written on January 1st, 2013
I can't stop drinking. AA hasn't seemed to work for me. I can't find a good sponsor I can trust and count on. I did complete the steps, with a very thorough 4th step. Made amends. And I keep finding myself back in this miserable place. I think alcohol will be the death of me...and hopefully that death will come very soon! I can't live this madness anymore but I can't seem to stop either.
By: fight4life
Age: 26-30 , Female
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  • grasser
    grasser

    Put the drink down and ring your sponsor. Go back to the group and get a new sponsor

    Jan 2
    1 like
  • JamieNioske
    JamieNioske

    I was in recovery for a while...and decided to take the death defying plunge....results...alcohols death grip....AA had helped....I just bailed out....its hard finding the right group just keep trying new meetings...not that im a success story...hold on.

    Jan 1
    2 likes
  • aoeui
    aoeui

    Gotta keep trying, keep fighting. There's so much that needs to happen to stay sober, I hope I can keep it up myself.

    Jan 1
    1 like