I Am a Recovering Self-harmer
I am on the path to stopping but like everyone knows its easier said that done. I hate that im a self harmer, and i know a lot of people think im pathetic and such but when you have absolutely no one to turn to, and you dont know how to get rid of these feelings inside of you, there really isnt much choice is there?
I have stopped hurting myself everyday, which is a huge step for me, and i have gone on several weeks without hurting myself.
But I wont agree to say that i have recovered or im an ex self harmer. Its like a drug and im trying to quit it.
Although i hate my scars which i have to hide all the time, and the thought that my whole family knows of it i understand why i do it, and when something bad happens its always the first thing that comes up to my mind.
Although i havent cut in a month the thought of doing it hasnt left me, the want, the grave to be emptied of these engulfing feelings is still something that really calls out to me. But those sharp blades arent the answer to my problems, so i just gotta keep trying and one day i will be 100% over it. So to all out there, please dont cut, please stop, its really not the answer to any problems it just makes even more problems
I have stopped hurting myself everyday, which is a huge step for me, and i have gone on several weeks without hurting myself.
But I wont agree to say that i have recovered or im an ex self harmer. Its like a drug and im trying to quit it.
Although i hate my scars which i have to hide all the time, and the thought that my whole family knows of it i understand why i do it, and when something bad happens its always the first thing that comes up to my mind.
Although i havent cut in a month the thought of doing it hasnt left me, the want, the grave to be emptied of these engulfing feelings is still something that really calls out to me. But those sharp blades arent the answer to my problems, so i just gotta keep trying and one day i will be 100% over it. So to all out there, please dont cut, please stop, its really not the answer to any problems it just makes even more problems
By:
UmbraEyes
Age:
16-17
,
Female
