Both At the Same Time

Love is killing me.

And love is making me feel alive.

Love is changing my life so that I'm not the same person I once was,

and love has given me everything to hope for and nothing to base my hopes on.

I am so f*cking in love, it turns my life upside down.

It aches so much inside and gives me such a high!

romanticidiot romanticidiot
46-50, M
2 Responses May 15, 2009

Thank you, W2709. It's pretty complicated at the moment. I'm feeling better, but the sane/rational part of me that's still left can't shake the feeling that I'm delusional to think I'll ever win the girl's heart. Sigh.

Good for you be in love and enjoy the ride!