Hopeless Romantic Is An Oxymoron

Someday he will come to me.  The one that truly is my equal, one who will love me as much as I love him, give as much as I give, and in my arms will feel like the one that belongs.  I get scared that I found that person and in my folly let him go.  I feel bad sometimes for the person I am with because I don't know if anyone will ever be able to live up to the expectations I put upon my love.  Though I feel that being with someone that is kind and never makes me feel less worthy than my true worth is not too much to ask.  I an not particularly needy, nor jealous.  I am attentive, yet, not overly so.  I am Me, and I hope someday someone will fully appreciate the beauty in this. 

BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel
31-35, M
3 Responses Apr 29, 2009

Mizz blue, Thank you.. I hope if I find them they feel the same way<br />
Forever.. I sometimes wonder if you're right and it is just a fairy tale... If it is I'll be glad to tell it. <br />
UnderEli.. I feel the same way, I'm forever waiting! Waiting for a job, waiting for the right person to come along.. Waiting for answers to my questions like.. "Why does that ******* get everything he wants while I'm stuck here with nothing?!" those kind of things.

You're waiting for that person, too, eh? Yeah, sometimes I wonder why the gods chose me to play this game with, like my brain is their marionette. "Hmm . . . And what chord will his sing if I pluck these strings together?" And the last four sentences in your story? My, oh my! I often raise my head and ask those myself, or slight variations of them. But whoever is in charge is too distracted by their puppetry to pay much attention. And the dance continues . . .

I do - I think this is beautiful!!! <br />
WOW <br />
To think that we could seriously find our equal - someone that completes us. I want that - just - someone to meet me at my level. <br />
Not much to ask - but to be sincere .... I think this is great and when you meet this person, the will be lucky to have you :)