For The Female Sadists
Guys can check it out too, offer up your opinions.
Personally I cannot stand SM **** of any kind. I find it fake and overdone.
Well here's my question.
Do you feel turned on by regular sex at all?
I mean I can have sex but it's just not much fun. I don't like being hurt myself during sex at all by another person, probably a trust thing since I will hurt myself to see blood. But I do have intense fantasies of watching someone get seriously hurt or raped by a man I am with. During sex with a partner I often have to close my eyes and drift to my dark place to feel any type of arousal. Most will say that my fantasies are just a terrible thing. But I have no control over what my brain likes. I think my fantasies differ a bit because I am woman. I love hurting someone during sex too but I always have the side fantasy of there being a disposable third person or woman to be more precise.
Anyone have these thoughts or fantasies? Are they constant?
I think about it a few times a day. Like a constant craving that isn't fulfilled.