It Helped Me To No Longer Complain

I felt like laughing at people's feelings when they are feeling **** and me not wanting to help them, I liked sinning because I was sick and tired of my personality being wrong by my family, me I remain a non-racist but I do like to stay doing to do un normal stuff, if I want to be horny I do it, if I want to kill then I do it, if I want to overlook at others and let them suicide then Satan is the answer.... I don't like being a good guy to people because of the fact that I grew up being nobody's friend or boyfriend and kept complaining about it until I found out the reason why.... I was only used by friends and felt like an *** kisser to everyone. I was attention whoring to much so I quit and decided to be selfish and a jerk, I have a girlfriend now but haven't met up yet but I will be a person who don't want to shake a hand ever again..... I rather cut it instead