Typical Scorpio WomanSome people think Scorpios are control freaks and many of the profiles I read say this. It is not true. Scorpios don't want to control anyone and they hate being controlled. We tend to isolate alot. We like some people but are very selective and are content with few friends and sparse social engagements. I have all the passion, jealousy, honesty and loyalty of the sign and am very investigative. I am also private although it may not seem like it on EP. I keep a lot of who I am and what I really thing to myself and there is always a sense of mystery about me. I have the penetrating riveting eyes of a Scorpio and unfortunately, the blunt honesty. I hate the jealousy and possessiveness. I am threatened by any woman my Gemini husband talks about or encounters and need a lot of affirmation to assure me I am the only one for him, in his soul and on his mind. Deep down I know all men think of other women, but it drives me nuts and I can't help trying to find ways to be the only one he thinks of. Like all true Scorpio women I gave him my soul and I am not satisfied with anything less than all of his heart and soul. I am learning to keep my options open and plan ahead for a rainy day though. My ex left me suddenly for another woman and I have to be realistic about the possibility of this happening again. So I save money for starting over...and I do something I never would have done before...flirt with other men, lightly, to keep my options open, see what other guys think, keep in circulation. I guess after getting burned so bad, this time I really am keeping a small part of my heart safe from total destruction by a new husband. My favorite colors are red and burgundy, typical of my sign, and I love sex, not just sex, but real lovemaking, the intense intimacy. It isn't just a physical act but a blending of souls. It is a real need.
TolstoiFan 41-45, F 22 Responses 13 Feb 29, 2012