I Can't Stop.

I've struggled with self-injury for over 7 years starting with burning to where it is now; cutting. I've tried and tried to stop for the past 2ish years and I can never go longer than a few weeks. I want to stop so bad and yet I go back to it and sort of 'binge' with it for a few days or weeks and stop again. I used to start with just a few, but now within one time of doing it I'm covered, I start right where I left off. I want this nightmare of self injury to just be over. I want to know that if something happens I'm not going to instantly go back to it. I wish I had someone to talk to about this..someone to call when I want to. I just want to stop and I cant..
CassieWritesLove CassieWritesLove
18-21, F
Aug 1, 2010