I Am a Self Injurer
im new to cutting..
first time i cut was days back and it bleeded so much,and i couldnt afford to buy a razor cause i had no money :(,
i smashed a shaving blade and took a piece of blade out of it..
Im only 17 and i just finished high school weeks ago and i have no job..yet.
I just did it out of depression,nothings going right for me..my parents are getting a divorce next year,
my so called mom is a big trouble maker in the family and now she doesnt talk to anyone anymore,
i have issues with my girlfriend,she stopped calling me a month ago,and rarely texts me now..
and that just adds to the heartache...there are just so many more stories that i choose not to share for some reasons..
but the pain im feeling inside is just unbearable for me :( ...
first time i cut was days back and it bleeded so much,and i couldnt afford to buy a razor cause i had no money :(,
i smashed a shaving blade and took a piece of blade out of it..
Im only 17 and i just finished high school weeks ago and i have no job..yet.
I just did it out of depression,nothings going right for me..my parents are getting a divorce next year,
my so called mom is a big trouble maker in the family and now she doesnt talk to anyone anymore,
i have issues with my girlfriend,she stopped calling me a month ago,and rarely texts me now..
and that just adds to the heartache...there are just so many more stories that i choose not to share for some reasons..
but the pain im feeling inside is just unbearable for me :( ...
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