I Mess Everything Up.

Been a cutter/burner since last summer. I am in the 7th grade. I got turned into the office last week for a suicide attempt. Was forced down to the ER. Did lots and lots of tests. My mom doesnt trust me anymore with doing anything. No more medicine for me. No more sleeping with the door closed. Honestly, I wish people would stop saying theyre trying to help. If they were theyd let me commit so I could stop being miserable. I keep hearing that I am tearing this family apart. I'm losing my sight, losing my mind. Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.
kendyljae kendyljae
13-15, F
1 Response Dec 14, 2012

Sweety i did the same thing and i started when i was in 5th grade... form then on i was in and out of mental hospitals for 4 years.... please stop... i know for a fact you will regret this when you grow up... you ARE fine! You will be ok... talk to me if you need to... :)