Anxious and Feeling Rejected.

I am a mother of 5. I am waiting anxiously for a job. I am an artist amongst many other hobbies. I never get gifts from my children for mother's day, Valentines Day, my birthday or Christmas. I feel so unloved and appreciated. I so badly want a laptop of my own and I am unemployed and poor.
dreambaby dreambaby
51-55, F
2 Responses May 7, 2007

Life goes on... you have done what your responsibility was... it hurts for sure but u have done your karma and now you just have to be happy for what you have, the day you think yourself a happy women, from that day onwards your life is going to be cheerful :)

I can't imagine how lonely it must be. It breaks my heart to know that with five kids not one of them can be thoughtful and loving. <br />
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I wish I knew what to say to make it better or that there was something I could do to help. <br />
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You have to make yourself happy and buy yourself presents! I know you're broke, but ask the Universe, or God or your Higher power to help you and believe you will get it. And you will. We always get what we need. Be grateful for the things you do have. I know that I had to buy my own gifts for Mother's Day and most birthdays and yes Valentine's day, but they were the best gifts because they were exactly what I wanted. I was a single mom of a son. He did not call me on Mother's Day, did not write, did not send a card. <br />
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Hey tough, but like a girlfriend of mine always tells me "Put on your big girl panties and deal with it!" If that doesn't make you laugh and forget what was bothering you then at least I tried.<br />
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Bless you