Reality Vs Me

I am such a fool..an idiot...I STILL idealize marriage. I still hope I will find someone who can share this bond with. Like so many have..
Yet this reality stares me in the face continually...so many unhappily married...do I think once I get married I will instantly have a perfect life and be happy? I didn't grow up on Disney(well, a bit but not so much the princess theme) but I still have the Cinderella syndrome. Waiting for a prince to sweep me off my feet and we live happily ever after. The logical side of me knows it's hogwash but still I think I HAVE to have it. Then what? Well, I'm sure in my case a divorce of course.
Kittychanel Kittychanel
41-45, F
Jan 16, 2013