Sexually Neglected Wifei have been with my partner for five years, we are now married with a priecious child.
on the out side i look very happy but on the inside i am completly crushed.
i crave to be sexual with my husband every day,
my husband has no desire to have sex, he only does it from time to time, to try and make me happy, which is hardly ever.
i am left feeling like a job he keeps trying to put off, he also won't perform oral sex on me, and we bearly kiss.
this leaves me feeling like there is something wronge with me, i won't approach him for love anymore, the rejection hurts to much.
i've talk to my husband a million times about how this makes me feel, he just apologises, says he will try harder and nothing ever changes.
i have been taking anti-depressents for the last year to deal with the emotions this brought apon me each day. it's helped a little.
i married my best friend, i know he loves me, but how do i cope with out a sexlife when it 's so important to me, sex literally soothes my soul,
i dont want to be break up our family,
what should i do, help!