I've Never Been One

to be noticed. In middle school I tried my hardest to keep it that way. Elementary had already labeled me as a weirdo.
I thought of peace and quiet and solitude. Wrapped myself up in clothes much too big for me. Such a quiet girl. I hated to
be put on the spot by anything. I lived in being alone. It was familiar to me. Even finding friends I still hid from much of the
world. I imagined falling into the floor and sleeping under the ground forever. I was a rather depressed kid. As I've gotten older
I've become more open, more alive, but I can still slip into nothingness when I feel the world doesn't want me anymore.
LadyOfTheThorns LadyOfTheThorns
18-21, F
Jul 29, 2010