This Story Is Absolutley True And The Things Im Going To Say Scare Me At The Deepest Level....

hell my name is gage i am 18 since august 2nd:) my story begins a few mounths ago, but first i have to fill u in on a few things. i am wiccan i come from a very long line of wiccans. my story began around april when i learned in a dream what my spirit animal is, its a wolf and she came to me in my dreams and showed me that she had been there my entire life, i saw my childhood through her eyes...needless to say i woke up in a cold sweat, a few days later i decided to use a ritual my cuzin told me about to bring the aspects of my spirt animal into myself....i did it two days later it was two in the afternon when i got very tired out of no where, i slept for 16 hours without waking up. as the days after that went on i started noticing things my brother was playing with his i-phone and he put that dog whistle app on it and started playing the different tones. i was in my room reading when this sound just pireced my ears i dropped the book and covered my ears i felt like there was an icepick in my skull mind u no one else could hear it i was in a different room....a few weeks later similar things started happening i was walking down the road with some friends and i smelled skunk lol i tried ignoring it but it got to be unbearable i yelled and covered my nose and complained about the smell for a while as we got down the road my cuzin and his girlfriend said theysmelled it too...............what im about to tell u is truth it scares me to this day....me and my brothers were playing hide and go seek out side (we live in the sticks) and i was it my brother had taken a shower that morning and i was it as i walked in the woods the a smell hit me like a brick wall every hair on neck stood up and i took of after this smell. my youngest brother watched from a tree as i ran full speed through the woods without makeing a sound..... i followed the trail untill it led to a hunched over figure in the bushes..........i didnt think i just reacted i attacked my own brother i gave him a bloody lip and nose and pinned him to the ground and bared my teeth which felt very odd inside my mouth......i stopped and jumped up and ran i hid deep in the woods and sobbed scared shittless at what just happened..... when r i returend home my brother was fine a little shacken but that was it...it has been a few mounths now and my youngest brother who is 14 spends alot of time with his girlfriend one eveing we were swimming in the river about two weeks ago and my brothers girlfriend came out of the water in front of me and looked at my eyes...hers about popped out of her head and she reached up and pushed my hair aside and she gasped and said my eyes were a golden greenish color and had a slight slant in them....and she had heard none of the other things that had happened to me so she was telling the truth....sure enough when i got home and looked in the mirror my eyes still held a deep gold tint..... i dont know what to think of these things that are happeing to me i came to this site to see if someone can help me or at least give me some answers........
deadmanzz15 deadmanzz15
18-21, M
9 Responses Aug 7, 2010

i have a dream like that but mine was different my dad died they kill him i dream i was on the wood and the wear thing that in el paso tx there is no woods i was running then i saw a lake there was my dad standing when i got closer to him he took my hand and look at the moon he told me i was part of it i was part of the moon then he walk to the lake and become a wolf he was white it was beautiful when i got closer he told me never give up then suddenly i close my eyes and when i open them i was sitting whit lot of wolf watching the full moon is that weird?<br />
i really want to become a shapeshifter and i hope u can tutor me of how to become one. <br />
please contac me mich.leal96@ yahoo.com

i have a dream like that but mine was different my dad died they kill him i dream i was on the wood and the wear thing that in el paso tx there is no woods i was running then i saw a lake there was my dad standing when i got closer to him he took my hand and look at the moon he told me i was part of it i was part of the moon then he walk to the lake and become a wolf he was white it was beautiful when i got closer he told me never give up then suddenly i close my eyes and when i open them i was sitting whit lot of wolf watching the full moon is that weird?<br />
i really want to become a shapeshifter and i hope u can tutor me of how to become one. <br />
please contac me mich.leal96@ yahoo.com

You should read my story called "The Truth about us" and you should find some answers. <br />
<a href="http://www.experienceproject.com/uw.php?e=749762" target="ep_blank">EP Link</a><br />
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manetowa, no shamans like anyone else can't shift physical form although they do practice shapeshifting in which they transform their ENERGY and take on shifts mentally as well as.<br />
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The instinctual feeling you got was most likely a small mental shift.<br />
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However just because of this doesn't mean you are a shaman (and mind you, it takes ALOT of training to become a shaman and you should wave the term around like just anyone can use it because they can't and Mean it).<br />
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And just because you come from a long line of Wiccans and such doesn't make much difference other than you might have a little more of the natural gift than some. But sorry it doesn't make you any more special than anyone else. <br />
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It would also probably be good if you could practice better english/typing considering you're 18 years old. Sorry, but people just seem to keep getting more and more sloppy and it really messes up signals by typing poorly.

Then you may very well be a shaman. I have to say I'm really burning to learn that ritual but I understand if it is private =). I've been trying to become one with my animal (amur leopard) to no avail. I hope one day I can get to where you are. My advice to you is to embrace it, for she is you. Learn the feelings that pass through you when you shift at all. Memorize them and control them.

hey private msg me and the ritual is out of somthing i inheireted from a family member and i dont want to pass out family secrets....

I"ve heard that shamans have the ability to change fourm into an animal. They are bassed on there regions of the earth. Such as a inuit shaman has the ability to turn into Polar bear (or wolves) i forgot but it is based on your life style. Also they have the ability to do spell such as muting all sense but hearing so they can esdrop or find prey (food that they are hunting) I hoped i help.<br />
P.S. can you tell me th ritual?

not a whole lot, only that they are able to take on animal attributes and communicate with them, giving them the abilities of any animal really but ive never heard of it happening randomly or it taking or changing physical appearances, i dont know, as i said im still kinda new to this stuff ^^'

thx for the advice:) ive been talking to cuzin these last few days and she seems hell bent that im a shaman....i read up on it on souds kinda what im going through....do u know anything abut shamans?

i so wish i could help, im wiccan as well but im still new to it so i have no idea of the spell you casted or anything that could change or remove it. All i can say is dont freak out, eventually it will probably get better, either that or try to embrace the person you have become and try to gain some control over your animal instincts. I know if i went through what you have i'd be freaked as well but sadly im not like that, at least you can be yourself, your wolf self. I cant do anything to free the wolf in me no matter how hard i try, iv'e felt like a wolf since i was little, i used to dig wholes in the yard and bark and growl at any animal i saw, up to now when i howl at the moon and sometimes walk on all fours. But im talking about myself now so im gunna stop, anyways i hope my advise (the bit at the top not about me ^^) will help you out some, if not then oh well i tried.