Scared Of Family

I am 36, married and have 3 kids. I also live in my in-laws basement because I am legally disabled due to mental issues and instability. I cannot mentally or emotionally be responsible for running a home. I have shut myself into my basement bedroom because I can't trust any of my in-laws I live with. I have lots of diagnosis, one of which is severe PTSD. A few months ago my father in-law promised to learn about it. A few weeks ago, he invited a unknown adult male to live in the house and come and go as he pleased. My sister in-law has told lies about me that I beat her up, to the entire family, none of them called my husband to question it. There is a lot of backstabbing, passive aggressive behavior and backhanded comments made to my children. My youngest starts Kindergarten tomorrow, the other two older children are in Jr. High, so I need to leave the house and go past everyone who is untrustworthy and mean everyday, multiple times a day. I don't know how to do it. I seem to be fine once I am away from them. I have worked hard to achieve that, but my anxiety is unbearably gigantic every time I think about going upstairs. It is that way even when I know they are all gone. HELP! How do I do this for a full school year???
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1 Response Aug 27, 2012

Hang in there
If u can find a new palce to live if ucant make sure you get out often for air and sunshine
Look ur realatives in the eye with head held high. Ur kids need to see u do this
Dont fight with the relatives ignore them if u hve to