I have been a shut in because of my social fears but possibly that has become a fear of the world it self. I leave the house when I have to but when I am out I feel that anxiety that voice sayng get home now. I hate that I am unable to go out and enjoy myself only I can help myself but its hard. I have no friends and im incredebly shy so that just adds to it all. I think if I could make friends that it would be far easier for me to leave the house. I know I complain alot at the moment but I use to be the fun one, things just went wrong with me. Inside just can't do it for me any more even though at times I feel like its for the best and I don't need to go out ever again. Its unhealthy and to just die never seeing anything but the same walls and that emptyness inside I really want to work on this. I have to work on this small takes I take sometimes scare me back to step one but what more can I do.