16 With 3 Little Heartbeats

My name is Jacqueline I am 16 years old I had straight A's I had two loving parents who cared deeply about each other I was religiously involved in my church. One day I met a boy I feel in love we dated for a year he was the first boy I lost my virginity too he went to church with me we played guitar together I loved and still love everything about him . We dated for more than a year and one day he broke up with me I cried and cried then he came to my house a couple days after and we made love .. The next three weeks I was puking and got really sick I didn't know what was going on . I went with my sister and cousin and I took 10 pregnancy tests all came out positive. I was so scared . I thought I knew my boyfriend I thought he loved me he told me he would never leave but I found out he was with another girl .. I went up to her and him and told them I was pregnant and she didn't care she said she didnt care .. The guy that I thought loved me texted me saying that this is your revenge telling her , he didn't even see if I was okay he only cared about her . That night I took pills about 7 but then something stopped me I went to the Er and they found two babies in my tummy twins . My family was upset my parents split up . I made a schedule to get an abortion at Planned Parenthood but something hit me these are my babies two beautiful twins . I know that I will struggle and that things will be bad but they need me they chose me to be there mommy and I love them no matter if my future is ruined they are my future . I work a lot of hours and I'm trying to get a second job . To any women out there who don't have men be strong not for them not even for yourself for your babies because no matter how hard and cruel life can be you were chosen by these babies . (:,