I Am a Single Mother
I am writing this with a heavy heart. My own circumstances have given me the wisdom and insight to see the same thing occurring time and time again in many peoples lives. I would go so far to say that it is becoming an epidemic problem.
I was not brought up with any religion or belief. God found me in a mess of consequences that was the result of all the sin in my life. I am a single mum with a daughter with which I had to a man that was what I now understand to be the condition known in psychology as a sociopath. I never thought anything different of him at the time. He was charming, very good looking, appeared to need me but also appeared to have it all - money, looks, houses, cars. But as time went on in the relationship things were very different to what they appeared on the surface. His behavior was erratic and unpredictable. It became apparent that he was an alcoholic too and his drinking was getting him into more and more trouble. Having come from a childhood where alcoholism had left its deep scars on me it was almost as if subconsciously I had been drawn to him because I had deep pain that I needed to resolve within from when my father left due to the effects that drink had on our family. I never considered it this way before I always felt drawn to find my 'soul mate' but what God has shown me was this is not the case. I was drawn like a moth to a mirror image and something that could help me fix the hurting child within. He became my project but blinded by my own behaviour I could not see the trail of destruction I had left behind in the lives I had hurt along my quest for love. Drawn to bad boys and older men looking for the same traits my own father displayed, getting hurt running to a good boy for love and being consoled but hurting them as never feeling worthy of love. One by one I had relationship hopped, leaving chaos in my wake but never stopping to see their pain as I was so blinded by my own.
When I finally met this man it was almost like a full stop from God in a way. No matter how much love an devotion I poured into him his words were shallow without meaning as his actions never backed up love and eventually I got pregnant by this man and the icing on the cake was when he was so uncaring, unmoved, emotionless about his own child. I was completely heart broken for her. As time went on I started noticing things were different with her. She had been a very active baby and my pregnancy felt horrible. I didn't bond like other mothers did and was so uncomfortable I felt I had an alien inside me sapping all the good from me. When she was born she was not like other babies, her birth was unpredictable for the doctors, she came flying out with ease at midnight. She had V shaped birthmark in between her eyebrows and a red patch at the scruff of her neck. Signs I am seeing in many, many other children who seem to have the same story I have to tell. Illegitimate, controlling, abusive partners, isolate the mothers who tend to be very insecure people at the core who are not concerned for their own offspring and often have several partners and many children spread around. Doing what they are genetically programmed to do - breed fast and furiously to ensure their genetics are spread across the face of the planet.
The children are very strong willed, lack emotional range from young age, bonding is more difficult, often feed a lot, developing into very difficult behaviors in young children and teens and then into adulthood. The full discussions on this can be found in the following books 'Without Conscience by DR Robert Hare, Just like His Father by Dr Leedham and give great tips for parenting these hugely difficult and more demanding children. They have a natural fascination with death, violence, drink, human bodies, the dance and act promiscuous and can be very rude, direct and antagonistic to other children and parents alike causing much trouble for teachers, parents and authorities. They influence and create bad peer pressure groups.
Through following Dr Leedhams book and having Gods help and Lorna Byrnes books showing my child what care and empathy look like and trying to praise her so she does not have the deep insecurities that are naturally felt by these children. Ultimately God showed me this is how the devils plans become realized is because these children are not easy and so get blamed and they have a deep anger inside and sense of injustice that they were born into this workd not by choice and they had no power over the nature they were given. God showed me this spiritual adultry happens when the watchers (fallen angels) commit spiritual adultry with a willing victim. For instance all the conditions were right for me. I had se x with her father out of wedlock and thought evil thoughts which were impure when my child was conceived so the sin of her circumstances are all mine. I never believed in the devil or anything religious before all this but God has opened my eyes to see that the book of Enoch and Jubilees are very important and should never have been left out of the scriptures.
I can not say with any more certainty pray for the sins of your ancestors to be forgiven, pray for healing in your life like Lorna Byrnes books show and get married with Gods holy protection over your life and mind to keep your children being protected from evil. If you have children or a partner like this all hope is not lost as prayer, determination and education can help you love your child that will get the best out of them with strong boundaries and praise, love and Gods miracles in prayer. Prevention is so much better than cure though. Quiet souled children with a deep link to their guardian angels for appropriate behaviour regulation will give you peace of mind and sanity to face life.
No matter what rubbish the world tells us Gods ways last forever and there is no escaping the effects of sin. These children given parents who abuse or misunderstand them will keep becoming the thugs of the streets, the bullies of the schools, the dictators of the future, the murderers, the rapists, the child abusers and corrupt people at all levels of society.
Telling people God does not exist is the perfect recipe of the devil for his evil to continue to spread and cause chaos, sin and suffering everywhere. God showed me it was a result of my sin and my forefathers. My desires for this man were impure based on vanity, power, wealth and insecurity not love and I suffer the consequences every day and so does my daughter. We have to fix our broken selves with God before we can have healthy and good relationships.
Home after home and family after family I encounter suffers from this, many kids are being misdiagnosed as autistic or aspergers. Their difficult and disruptive behaviour can be better found in Dr Leedhams books. They often look beautiful and are confident and cocky but deep within they have real insecurity issues. They dont know why they behave the way they do - they suffer as people call them bad and its not really their fault. That does not mean God overlooks it. If they do not follow his commandments they too will suffer the consequences but he will accept them like he told cain if the do what is right. This is the essence of all pain and fighting that has been done under the earth.
The people who commit these are sociopaths/psychopaths/decendants of cain or evil doers as the bible calls them. God is not responsible for creating their condition, it's parents decisions and sins of ancestors which created sociopath condition, rejecting Gods ways embrace the devils ways and evil, God still gives all a guardian angel and chances for love by bringing a good person into your life - its your choice which determines your future - fear and blame are not from God, God is Just and fair to good and bad alike, he detests what the evil do but His love is so great that He is fair and tries to even stop them from doing what their hearts are set out to do which is create havoc, misery and suffering on earth..
They still have free will and know right from wrong although it may not be what your heart naturally is drawn to, still have a guardian angel but they struggle to hear it, hence why Jesus told us to pray love and forgiveness for our enemies, they need love to fill their void and change their hearts.
Genesis 4:16
"Why are you so angry?" the LORD asked Cain. "Why do you look so dejected?
You will be accepted if you do what is right. But if you refuse to do what is right, then watch out! Sin is crouching at the door, eager to control you. But you must subdue it and be its master."
The sociopaths I have met have been very talented in so many things that they don't even realize but instead of recognising that and doing good, they are jealous of others love and steal it instead.
Genesis 3:14
Then the LORD God said to the serpent, "Because you have done this, you are cursed more than all animals, domestic and wild. You will crawl on your belly, groveling in the dust as long as you live
And I will cause hostility between you and the woman, and between your offspring (serpents seed sociopaths) and her offspring (Gods seed). He will strike your head, and you will strike his heel." (Explains fight between good and evil over the course of history).
People think God must create everything and must be bad if he did because he creates those who are born without love too but they are created by the choices of man not following Gods wisdom which keeps us safe but God does not leave them out in the cold - he gives them chance
Everybody has a guardian angel bad and good, sometimes they just find it harder to hear. It talks in the book of enoch and jubilees how these people are created through our sins of spiritual adultry with the fallen.
From Stairways to Heaven - by Lorna Byrne
If it were not for the hundreds of angels that surround me every time I see one of these I would be afraid for my own safety. I know that if the time were right they could kill everyone there without a qualm. They frighten me because I know this, yet they do not hide.
One of the ways I recognize them is by their eyes. When I see the devils helpers their eyes seem to change and become very cold and piercing. I have even seen eyes like this in prams.
These people have guardian angels. Every body has a guardian angel. But its as if Satan, possesses that person and crushes the soul. Its as if the soul is frozen and that person is unable to listen or respond to their guardian angel. I dont believe they have lost their free will though. They can still turn back to good. God and the angels present them with opportunities to change, but Satan makes it very attractive for them to stay as they are. Satan will make sure they get what they need in life. Many of these people can seem to be good, bright and intelligent. Some of them will get into positions of power and influence right across in every sphere - political, academic, business, educational, entertainment and religious. these are the devils soldiers. I have never seen a National leader with these eyes. I pray that their numbers are quite small but based on the number I have seen I am fearful of how many there may be.
Whether we realize it or not we are all Gods soldiers. Each and every one of us has an important part to play in stopping evil in our world. Its as if everyone must do their bit by the way they live their lives. Everything we do makes a difference. Its the small things that add up to the big. We have to make sure that in our everyday life we don't give in to Satan's temptation in what might seem like the small things. Every time we do it feeds Satan and makes him stronger - he has won again.
It can be as simple as refraining from saying something hurtful about somebody, deciding to support someone who is being shunned by others, refraining from making judgements - even unspoken - about others, being patient with family members or people in the workplace. Many people go along with what other people are saying even though they don't feel comfortable with it. Not speaking out, even if its about something that seems trivial is in fact feeding the devil.
Whether we realize it or not we are all Gods soldiers. Each and every one of us has an important part in stopping evil within our world. Its as if everyone must do their bit in the way they live their own life. Everything we do makes a difference. Its the small things that build up to the big. We have to each make sure that in our every day life we don't give in to satans temptation which is whispered into your ear in what might seem like the small things. We know when this has happened as we feel guilt afterwards. Just because everyone else does something does not make it right. Every time we do, it feeds satan and makes him stronger and the world gets darker and more hopeless.
It can be as simple as refraining from saying something hurtful about somebody, deciding to support someone who is being shunned by others, refraining from making judgements - even unspoken - about others. Being patient with family members, people in workplace or supermarkets and on the roads. Many people go along with what other people are saying even though they don't feel comfortable with it. Not speaking out, even when its about something that is trivial, is in fact feeding the devil.
Teenagers in particular need to be careful about not giving in to peer pressure to jeer or bully others. This is so prevalent in schools today. Hard as it may be for many of you to believe, Satan has been born humanly into the world, and he may be alive and living today. The more we all give in to things that cause harm and pain to others the more the world consciousness turns sour and evil prevails.
Psalm 14:1
The fool has said in his heart, There is no God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that does good.
Be assured that God is far more mighty than Satan no matter how much power you may think you have on this earth - the Majesty of the most high is beyond all comprehension. Satan may be the ruler of this earth but God is everlasting, all knowing, all seeing and merciful and wants good to come to all his children but his ways are the opposite of the world, he gives you free will as a gift of love as he is not a bully and does not get followers through fear or dictatorship, he is perfection and light and nothing can stop him no matter how dark this world gets, out of the darkness he lights the way and conquers all. We either become one consciousness of goodness or we become prisoners of the darkness. Face your fears, insecurities and past and let Gods love heal all your pain.
I confess that when I was in a deep dark place spiritually and my life had gone down a very dark path, my mind had been corrupted by the images and bad world ideals of what s£x was all about and I had become taken in my more lustful and meaningless acts of the carnal kind rather than understanding true loving and beautiful love making passionate experience it should have been.
Having reached an all time low after months of problematic and abusive behaviour and drink issues with my partner, I was worn down and deeply tired and fed up with the lack of love and emotion I was shown. Shamefully one night when we were both drunk I took advantage of him, in my mind I felt perfectly justified as I rationalised 'what am I getting out of this relationship'. In the disturbed and messed up mind ploughed wit alcohol I shamefully thought momentarily about the devil whilst we had s£x. At that time I didnt believe the devil existed he was just some fantasy charecter you heard about with horns at that point in time so I thought nothing more of it than a dirty and drunken thought. That night I fell pregnant much to my own disbelief.
I always knew my partner was different, he lacked empathy or care and his public persona was different to his private one. Everyone in society thought he was the best thing since sliced bread but behaind closed doors he was a very difficult, tempramental and unloving. I used to just put it down to is drink problems, but he always knew he was different and told me so, he could not handle having a child and he was very cruel and heartless throughout my pregnancy.
When my child was born I knew there was something different, looked too perfect, did not bond when breastfeeding, could not stay still and was an easy birth. I began reading a book called Without Conscience by Robert Hare and soon discovered all the problems I was having was due to the fact my ex was a sociopath, of the milder nature but just as traumatic and painful to be with especially on drink. During certain times of problems I could feel a spiritual presence enter my partner and his eyes would turn black and he would accuse me of something with such anger, I witnessed it twice and once with his father. I soon learnt that socipaths are genetically different and they lack the conscience/soul which stops them from making good moral decisions or feeling the love and empathy that we do. When In learnt it was genetic I was horrified and knew the reason why my child was different. In Dr Robert Hares book he pretty much wrote them off without a hope and this gave me much fear.
Over time and much research I have come to realise this is not the truth, with the power of prayer good moral and parenting techniques as described in a book called 'just like his father' and also Lorna Byrnes books I have realised they do have a guardian angel and their souls are locked in ice but the power of true love and prayer can help them and turn them back to good. I realise why the world is so decieved by them and we have been modelling their ways in our society like corrupt bankers, celebrities who behave badly, yuppies, cowboy builders, bent coppers and judges and people who take bribes and bend justice - they look and ak well, the assert their athourity, they are standarly good looking and smart, love rules and regulations and give a great performance and lots of hand gestures but thats why God says not to be enticed by a pretty face, a bribe or fail to check the small print - these people without help, prayer or love cause havok on earth.
I have come to feel sorry for their existance as they did not ask to be born and God does love them too hence why he gives them a guardian angel, they do not have that natural love in their souls so the gravitate heavily towards Gods people who carry the light of a soul and they usually abuse them because they get access to that light momentarily which makes them feel good. Thats why we have a lot of peodophiles and children going missing. God gave us strict instructions about how to stop the evil seed spreading and making sure we were married in holy matrimony to ensure Gods protection spiritually. Also to make sure all the motives of our heart are pure and right, looking at people for love and what you can give to them rather than take from them, ultimately we can change these people by loving them in prayer and following Jesus teaching about them. I have had marvellous results with both my daughter and my ex when you mean it with all love. The word begotton means spiritual impregnantion and we expose ourself to the watchers or fallen angels in the bible/book of enoch/Lorna Byrnes Stairways to Heaven when we pair up with these people who the darker spirits can work through. They standardly care little about their offspring probably selling their eggs for money and it is their intention to breed as many children on earth as possible moving from partner to partner without care or concern. Thats part of evils plan to out number and surround us. I realise why there was such a big thing in the early church about marriage, Gods blessing and illigitimate children. The worlds news is full of their problems like terrorism, murder, abuse, dividing and turning people away from the true good works of the church and God - divide and conquer. Now I realise why the muslims and traditionally people wore hats and head covers to stop the fallen spying on Gods childrens beauty and tempting them into bad decisions with their demons. Thats why God always knows our motives and we should always make sure they are based upon good and pure intent with wisdom to back them. The power of prayer is hugely important and so is doing deep soul and charecter assessments of people - question a man deeply as Jesus taught, I was a sucker for a title, flash car and handsome face but the eyes lie to you. My biggest regret is that my child has it harder to feel love and empathy I have to describe and show it in my every action to help her understand, many socipaths are born into abuse and misunderstanding which leads to more lack of love and pain in the world hence the mess we are in. My daughters struggle is the greatest cost to me and the reason why I am confessing to try to prevent others making the same mistakes - check your hearts desires and motives for everything. Make sure you marry for true love only build love the way God intends - don't try to get a meal ticket and fast route to the fairy tale happiness as it does not exists without hard work, giving not taking and truth. Our egos and deceptions come back to haunt us. Appreciate those who perhaps may not look the part or have any worldly goods to offer but whose hearts are truly good and loving. The Lords prayer is truly powerful and needed. God does not want us to blame them but to recognise the problems with our own behaviour. They only mirror the worst in ours.
It troubles me that Lorna Byrne states in her book that if the time were right they could kill us all in an instant. I am assuming that means when people have become so corrupted by their bad behaviour. I think its important to do what she suggests in the below d it actually makes us happier beings as a result. I cant blame them because they come about as a result of colective sins of the father and mothers. I was just being swept along with worldly ways of things that we all deem acceptable these days. I knew no better, I am ashamed and I try my best to make sure the outcome of my daughters life is changed by the way I live mine. I realise exactly why we need God and what a good relationship it is when we have Him in our lives guarding our lives and changing the outcome of our destiny making us truly happy and the people that we always wanted to be.
Why do the wicked seem to prosper when the innocent suffer?
Because the blessing of the good guys was duped by a bad guy and so evil prospers because of the sins of the forefathers....
The Canaanites were the serpents seed and the good seed of Seth suffered the consequences and still does today
This is the same old story that still exists between sociopaths/psychopaths and Gods children today, fighting and jealousy - they are jealous are they are born without the same feelings of love, contentment and creative skills/hard work ethic so they deceive, scheme, change culture into being typical of their nature - lazy, deceitful, lying, fakers, lazy, vain, envious, polluting, hurt and angry.
They don't realize Gods love extends to them also if they are truly sorry for their deception, cruelty, slander, adultry and murder.
Gods children are the lost ones who have been led into doing wrong (sin) by the culture and wolves in sheeps clothing against their conscience (where the Father speaks to them.
God forgives them too as stated in the bible in story of Jacob who only realised through his double crossing what its like to taste his own bitter pill. Also woman who questions Jesus who says even dogs get scraps under table is one of them. Their hearts have to genuinely feel repentance and sorrow for their actions and believe that if they repent and follow commandments that God will accept them too.
My ex. was a sociopath with a very destructive drinking addiction he was not an alcoholic that drank daily but a binge drinker who would go months without and then go on a week long bender which would start with a sip of a shandy and would progress through to downing anything he could get his hands on and vodka bottles would be stashed in wardrobes, under beds etc.
His moods had me convinced he was bipolar for a year or two until I fully stated to understand his behaviour, background and the pain he kept causing me without any thought/emotion, he would manage to manipulate me and so many others until both our lives broke down into chaos. We had a daughter and I became very protective of her in maternal instinct and his lack of care/interest in his own flesh and blood made me see him differently and I became worried by the prognosis for parenting of socipaths and I needed to leave and find stability being a new mother.
Over time I have come to understand the whole battle between good and evil. My little daughter has inherited his genetic condition of being at risk - her behaviour is hugely challenging, she can't sit still for a minute, her lack of understanding of love and inappropriate reactions for emotional things are really difficult to witness. I find every day really hard and am having to learn new ways of coping and trying to help her. Its no laughing matter and something people should know about.
Her Fathers behviour was really hurtful and painful but now having a daughter that suffers from the same issues I have become more empathetic to the whole issue of psychopathy/sociopaths as they never asked to be born and they are afflicted with this great defect of character which prevents them from understanding what love it and how to experience love/emotion. Their hearts are naturally drawn to do bad things, to be promiscuous / inappropriate and be attracted to the good sides light they steal it. They love war, aggression, weapons, financial irresponsibility and gambling/risk taking and anything that makes them feel powerful, vain and self important as they feel such little love in their souls. Often they are born into violence, abuse and abuse of all kinds so they go on practicing what they have experienced/know from their child hood. Many parents never understand what their child is so they go on to dislike their children due to their behaviour which only fuels a socipaths/psychopaths hatred/anger and causes them to wreak more havoc on the world just as the devil desires - he uses them to do his work.
Having experienced this from being a victim and a mother of one I fully understand why Jesus came to preach that we need to pray for our enemies and send them love and ask God to help break the icy hold over their souls. I understand what the bible means about the sins of the mother and father get passed from generation to generation. It was never Gods will but he can't stop humans following their own desires and free will but sin has disastrous consequences as the earth is experiencing now.
The dangerously clever part of the devils work is it splits up families, religions and communities through fear and fighting, blame and hatred but until we know the facts and can empathize then its difficult to remedy.
I find it hugely tough - my daughter is not born with the natural spirit of God, not knowing right from wrong, not knowing appropriate behaviour, not wanting to concentrate, she destroys things naturally rather than creates, she forces and imitates feelings and emotions as she does not know or experience what they mean. Its not her fault - she was born that way because of my sin. I was attracted to her father for his looks, his perceived wealth, his charms and his ways but it was all an act. I left a good honest hard working man and hurt his heart because I didn't know how to commit, I was never satisfied with what I had as I had pain in my soul and my ego thought I deserved more. My ego kept me chasing and kept me hurting. I justified all my own behaviour as a romantic quest for my soul mate but really when her father hurt me it was like tasting the own and full ferocious pain of my own behaviour. My hurt originated from my parents divorce and sense of abandonment and that originates right back in the generations of my own families. Hurt keeps being passed on.
I wish I could say there is a happy ending but every day is hard and a struggle and I feel like such a failure because I have inflicted a life of pain, not being able to experience love and being a misfit who feels like a burden to people - I am her mother and I love her dearly but I truly feel exasperated at her behaviour some times. I can't state how important being happy with good traits not money or wealth is and look for life partners that are good loyal parents/partners regardless of what they look like or earn you can work on those things together but you cant make people love or care. Having Gods marriage and blessing over a relationship I also believe protects your children from this affliction/disability.
There is some hope which I am trying to reprogram my mind and I am learning a lot from Dr Leedom and her books called Just Like His Father - there are great tips and much help for understanding their condition and getting the best out of the situation so I would fully recommend this for all parents really regardless of whether they are at risk or not it helps breed a culture of support and understanding.
Then read the bible for more enlightenment on sociopaths and evil forces blending into mankind an wreaking havoc as they play to our weaknesses that God forbids ie vanity, jealousy, desire for power, gullibility, greed and selfishness and why Jesus was sent to teach mankind about their mistake and ask mankind to pray for their enemies to change their hearts and make them come good. His act of sacrifice was true love for undeserving poeple because God forgives due to our forgetful and easily led ways - we need God as a Father to rescue and deliver us. They warp history, incite hatred and divide in religious tampering of texts, creating perfect breeding grounds for evil in the societies they direct and orchestrate through praying and seeking advice through the fallen whom were the false gods of the greeks and romans and occultists. God warns us of the effects of sin and these peoples hearts are darker and colder and God warns about making idols and not making images of anything in heaven or earth as He knows how evil spreads. All the horror movies and slasher films are what these people when sad and lacking in love like to watch and they are being groomed to be copycat killers, they take their pain of feeling void and lack of love and blamed for everything, unliked by parents and society alike and they take out their vengence on the innocent. That is how evil spreads. They need our love as this is how evil and revenge spreads and spreads.
They are created through mans choices not Gods and they play to all our failties of not listening and trusting in God. Mankind moans and whinges about the state of society and apparent lacking of God to help all problems in world but all have come about as a direct result of mankind not listening to God and using free will to create the havoc that the false gods orchestrate. The Almighty is the saviour but unless we ask for his help then we are at the merciless attack of the fallen and their children the sociopaths of today who frequent every news item on the agenda.
They were the ones who persecuted and murdered Jesus because evil did not want good to triumph but Jesus knew that his soul would return to the everlasting and would inherit eternal life, Jesus was in possession of the Christ (Gods spirit made his home within him because he became a clean vessel to work with ie he fasted for 40 days and nights and relied soley on God as did Moses at the end of the previous age to try to save people from their oppressors.
Hence the ongoing war between good and evil but Lorna Byrnes books give us the answers and mirror the true representation and pureness of God and his goodness and hopes / wish for mankind. He is giving us a get out of jail free card and we should take it.
Matthew 7:15
[ True and False Prophets ] “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves.
Matthew 10:16
“I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves.
Eye for Eye
Love for Enemies
43 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor[i] and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47 And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.
I was not brought up with any religion or belief. God found me in a mess of consequences that was the result of all the sin in my life. I am a single mum with a daughter with which I had to a man that was what I now understand to be the condition known in psychology as a sociopath. I never thought anything different of him at the time. He was charming, very good looking, appeared to need me but also appeared to have it all - money, looks, houses, cars. But as time went on in the relationship things were very different to what they appeared on the surface. His behavior was erratic and unpredictable. It became apparent that he was an alcoholic too and his drinking was getting him into more and more trouble. Having come from a childhood where alcoholism had left its deep scars on me it was almost as if subconsciously I had been drawn to him because I had deep pain that I needed to resolve within from when my father left due to the effects that drink had on our family. I never considered it this way before I always felt drawn to find my 'soul mate' but what God has shown me was this is not the case. I was drawn like a moth to a mirror image and something that could help me fix the hurting child within. He became my project but blinded by my own behaviour I could not see the trail of destruction I had left behind in the lives I had hurt along my quest for love. Drawn to bad boys and older men looking for the same traits my own father displayed, getting hurt running to a good boy for love and being consoled but hurting them as never feeling worthy of love. One by one I had relationship hopped, leaving chaos in my wake but never stopping to see their pain as I was so blinded by my own.
When I finally met this man it was almost like a full stop from God in a way. No matter how much love an devotion I poured into him his words were shallow without meaning as his actions never backed up love and eventually I got pregnant by this man and the icing on the cake was when he was so uncaring, unmoved, emotionless about his own child. I was completely heart broken for her. As time went on I started noticing things were different with her. She had been a very active baby and my pregnancy felt horrible. I didn't bond like other mothers did and was so uncomfortable I felt I had an alien inside me sapping all the good from me. When she was born she was not like other babies, her birth was unpredictable for the doctors, she came flying out with ease at midnight. She had V shaped birthmark in between her eyebrows and a red patch at the scruff of her neck. Signs I am seeing in many, many other children who seem to have the same story I have to tell. Illegitimate, controlling, abusive partners, isolate the mothers who tend to be very insecure people at the core who are not concerned for their own offspring and often have several partners and many children spread around. Doing what they are genetically programmed to do - breed fast and furiously to ensure their genetics are spread across the face of the planet.
The children are very strong willed, lack emotional range from young age, bonding is more difficult, often feed a lot, developing into very difficult behaviors in young children and teens and then into adulthood. The full discussions on this can be found in the following books 'Without Conscience by DR Robert Hare, Just like His Father by Dr Leedham and give great tips for parenting these hugely difficult and more demanding children. They have a natural fascination with death, violence, drink, human bodies, the dance and act promiscuous and can be very rude, direct and antagonistic to other children and parents alike causing much trouble for teachers, parents and authorities. They influence and create bad peer pressure groups.
Through following Dr Leedhams book and having Gods help and Lorna Byrnes books showing my child what care and empathy look like and trying to praise her so she does not have the deep insecurities that are naturally felt by these children. Ultimately God showed me this is how the devils plans become realized is because these children are not easy and so get blamed and they have a deep anger inside and sense of injustice that they were born into this workd not by choice and they had no power over the nature they were given. God showed me this spiritual adultry happens when the watchers (fallen angels) commit spiritual adultry with a willing victim. For instance all the conditions were right for me. I had se x with her father out of wedlock and thought evil thoughts which were impure when my child was conceived so the sin of her circumstances are all mine. I never believed in the devil or anything religious before all this but God has opened my eyes to see that the book of Enoch and Jubilees are very important and should never have been left out of the sc
I can not say with any more certainty pray for the sins of your ancestors to be forgiven, pray for healing in your life like Lorna Byrnes books show and get married with Gods holy protection over your life and mind to keep your children being protected from evil. If you have children or a partner like this all hope is not lost as prayer, determination and education can help you love your child that will get the best out of them with strong boundaries and praise, love and Gods miracles in prayer. Prevention is so much better than cure though. Quiet souled children with a deep link to their guardian angels for appropriate behaviour regulation will give you peace of mind and sanity to face life.
No matter what rubbish the world tells us Gods ways last forever and there is no escaping the effects of sin. These children given parents who abuse or misunderstand them will keep becoming the thugs of the streets, the bullies of the schools, the dictators of the future, the murderers, the rapists, the child abusers and corrupt people at all levels of society.
Telling people God does not exist is the perfect recipe of the devil for his evil to continue to spread and cause chaos, sin and suffering everywhere. God showed me it was a result of my sin and my forefathers. My desires for this man were impure ba
Home after home and family after family I encounter suffers from this, many kids are being misdiagnosed as autistic or aspergers. Their difficult and disruptive behaviour can be better found in Dr Leedhams books. They often look beautiful and are confident and cocky but deep within they have real insecurity issues. They dont know why they behave the way they do - they suffer as people call them bad and its not really their fault. That does not mean God overlooks it. If they do not follow his commandments they too will suffer the consequences but he will accept them like he told cain if the do what is right. This is the essence of all pain and fighting that has been done under the earth.
The people who commit these are sociopaths/psychopaths/decendants of cain or evil doers as the bible calls them. God is not responsible for creating their condition, it's parents decisions and sins of ancestors which created sociopath condition, rejecting Gods ways embrace the devils ways and evil, God still gives all a guardian angel and chances for love by bringing a good person into your life - its your choice which determines your future - fear and blame are not from God, God is Just and fair to good and bad alike, he detests what the evil do but His love is so great that He is fair and tries to even stop them from doing what their hearts are set out to do which is create havoc, misery and suffering on earth..
They still have free will and know right from wrong although it may not be what your heart naturally is drawn to, still have a guardian angel but they struggle to hear it, hence why Jesus told us to pray love and forgiveness for our enemies, they need love to fill their void and change their hearts.
Genesis 4:16
"Why are you so angry?" the LORD asked Cain. "Why do you look so dejected?
You will be accepted if you do what is right. But if you refuse to do what is right, then watch out! Sin is crouching at the door, eager to control you. But you must subdue it and be its master."
The sociopaths I have met have been very talented in so many things that they don't even realize but instead of recognising that and doing good, they are jealous of others love and steal it instead.
Genesis 3:14
Then the LORD God said to the serpent, "Because you have done this, you are cursed more than all animals, domestic and wild. You will crawl on your belly, groveling in the dust as long as you live
And I will cause hostility between you and the woman, and between your offspring (serpents seed sociopaths) and her offspring (Gods seed). He will strike your head, and you will strike his heel." (Explains fight between good and evil over the course of history).
People think God must create everything and must be bad if he did because he creates those who are born without love too but they are created by the choices of man not following Gods wisdom which keeps us safe but God does not leave them out in the cold - he gives them chance
Everybody has a guardian angel bad and good, sometimes they just find it harder to hear. It talks in the book of enoch and jubilees how these people are created through our sins of spiritual adultry with the fallen.
From Stairways to Heaven - by Lorna Byrne
If it were not for the hundreds of angels that surround me every time I see one of these I would be afraid for my own safety. I know that if the time were right they could kill everyone there without a qualm. They frighten me because I know this, yet they do not hide.
One of the ways I recognize them is by their eyes. When I see the devils helpers their eyes seem to change and become very cold and piercing. I have even seen eyes like this in prams.
These people have guardian angels. Every body has a guardian angel. But its as if Satan, possesses that person and crushes the soul. Its as if the soul is frozen and that person is unable to listen or respond to their guardian angel. I dont believe they have lost their free will though. They can still turn back to good. God and the angels present them with opportunities to change, but Satan makes it very attractive for them to stay as they are. Satan will make sure they get what they need in life. Many of these people can seem to be good, bright and intelligent. Some of them will get into positions of power and influence right across in every sphere - political, academic, business, educational, entertainment and religious. these are the devils soldiers. I have never seen a National leader with these eyes. I pray that their numbers are quite small but ba
Whether we realize it or not we are all Gods soldiers. Each and every one of us has an important part to play in stopping evil in our world. Its as if everyone must do their bit by the way they live their lives. Everything we do makes a difference. Its the small things that add up to the big. We have to make sure that in our everyday life we don't give in to Satan's temptation in what might seem like the small things. Every time we do it feeds Satan and makes him stronger - he has won again.
It can be as simple as refraining from saying something hurtful about somebody, deciding to support someone who is being shunned by others, refraining from making judgements - even unspoken - about others, being patient with family members or people in the workplace. Many people go along with what other people are saying even though they don't feel comfortable with it. Not speaking out, even if its about something that seems trivial is in fact feeding the devil.
Whether we realize it or not we are all Gods soldiers. Each and every one of us has an important part in stopping evil within our world. Its as if everyone must do their bit in the way they live their own life. Everything we do makes a difference. Its the small things that build up to the big. We have to each make sure that in our every day life we don't give in to satans temptation which is whispered into your ear in what might seem like the small things. We know when this has happened as we feel guilt afterwards. Just because everyone else does something does not make it right. Every time we do, it feeds satan and makes him stronger and the world gets darker and more hopeless.
It can be as simple as refraining from saying something hurtful about somebody, deciding to support someone who is being shunned by others, refraining from making judgements - even unspoken - about others. Being patient with family members, people in workplace or supermarkets and on the roads. Many people go along with what other people are saying even though they don't feel comfortable with it. Not speaking out, even when its about something that is trivial, is in fact feeding the devil.
Teenagers in particular need to be careful about not giving in to peer pressure to jeer or bully others. This is so prevalent in schools today. Hard as it may be for many of you to believe, Satan has been born humanly into the world, and he may be alive and living today. The more we all give in to things that cause harm and pain to others the more the world consciousness turns sour and evil prevails.
Psalm 14:1
The fool has said in his heart, There is no God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that does good.
Be assured that God is far more mighty than Satan no matter how much power you may think you have on this earth - the Majesty of the most high is beyond all comprehension. Satan may be the ruler of this earth but God is everlasting, all knowing, all seeing and merciful and wants good to come to all his children but his ways are the opposite of the world, he gives you free will as a gift of love as he is not a bully and does not get followers through fear or dictatorship, he is perfection and light and nothing can stop him no matter how dark this world gets, out of the darkness he lights the way and conquers all. We either become one consciousness of goodness or we become prisoners of the darkness. Face your fears, insecurities and past and let Gods love heal all your pain.
I confess that when I was in a deep dark place spiritually and my life had gone down a very dark path, my mind had been corrupted by the images and bad world ideals of what s£x was all about and I had become taken in my more lustful and meaningless acts of the carnal kind rather than understanding true loving and beautiful love making passionate experience it should have been.
Having reached an all time low after months of problematic and abusive behaviour and drink issues with my partner, I was worn down and deeply tired and fed up with the lack of love and emotion I was shown. Shamefully one night when we were both drunk I took advantage of him, in my mind I felt perfectly justified as I rationalised 'what am I getting out of this relationship'. In the disturbed and messed up mind ploughed wit alcohol I shamefully thought momentarily about the devil whilst we had s£x. At that time I didnt believe the devil existed he was just some fantasy charecter you heard about with horns at that point in time so I thought nothing more of it than a dirty and drunken thought. That night I fell pregnant much to my own disbelief.
I always knew my partner was different, he lacked empathy or care and his public persona was different to his private one. Everyone in society thought he was the best thing since sliced bread but behaind closed doors he was a very difficult, tempramental and unloving. I used to just put it down to is drink problems, but he always knew he was different and told me so, he could not handle having a child and he was very cruel and heartless throughout my pregnancy.
When my child was born I knew there was something different, looked too perfect, did not bond when breastfeeding, could not stay still and was an easy birth. I began reading a book called Without Conscience by Robert Hare and soon discovered all the problems I was having was due to the fact my ex was a sociopath, of the milder nature but just as traumatic and painful to be with especially on drink. During certain times of problems I could feel a spiritual presence enter my partner and his eyes would turn black and he would accuse me of something with such anger, I witnessed it twice and once with his father. I soon learnt that socipaths are genetically different and they lack the conscience/soul which stops them from making good moral decisions or feeling the love and empathy that we do. When In learnt it was genetic I was horrified and knew the reason why my child was different. In Dr Robert Hares book he pretty much wrote them off without a hope and this gave me much fear.
Over time and much research I have come to realise this is not the truth, with the power of prayer good moral and parenting techniques as described in a book called 'just like his father' and also Lorna Byrnes books I have realised they do have a guardian angel and their souls are locked in ice but the power of true love and prayer can help them and turn them back to good. I realise why the world is so decieved by them and we have been modelling their ways in our society like corrupt bankers, celebrities who behave badly, yuppies, cowboy builders, bent coppers and judges and people who take bribes and bend justice - they look and ak well, the assert their athourity, they are standarly good looking and smart, love rules and regulations and give a great performance and lots of hand gestures but thats why God says not to be enticed by a pretty face, a bribe or fail to check the small print - these people without help, prayer or love cause havok on earth.
I have come to feel sorry for their existance as they did not ask to be born and God does love them too hence why he gives them a guardian angel, they do not have that natural love in their souls so the gravitate heavily towards Gods people who carry the light of a soul and they usually abuse them because they get access to that light momentarily which makes them feel good. Thats why we have a lot of peodophiles and children going missing. God gave us strict instructions about how to stop the evil seed spreading and making sure we were married in holy matrimony to ensure Gods protection spiritually. Also to make sure all the motives of our heart are pure and right, looking at people for love and what you can give to them rather than take from them, ultimately we can change these people by loving them in prayer and following Jesus teaching about them. I have had marvellous results with both my daughter and my ex when you mean it with all love. The word begotton means spiritual impregnantion and we expose ourself to the watchers or fallen angels in the bible/book of enoch/Lorna Byrnes Stairways to Heaven when we pair up with these people who the darker spirits can work through. They standardly care little about their offspring probably selling their eggs for money and it is their intention to breed as many children on earth as possible moving from partner to partner without care or concern. Thats part of evils plan to out number and surround us. I realise why there was such a big thing in the early church about marriage, Gods blessing and illigitimate children. The worlds news is full of their problems like terrorism, murder, abuse, dividing and turning people away from the true good works of the church and God - divide and conquer. Now I realise why the muslims and traditionally people wore hats and head covers to stop the fallen spying on Gods childrens beauty and tempting them into bad decisions with their demons. Thats why God always knows our motives and we should always make sure they are ba
It troubles me that Lorna Byrne states in her book that if the time were right they could kill us all in an instant. I am assuming that means when people have become so corrupted by their bad behaviour. I think its important to do what she suggests in the below d it actually makes us happier beings as a result. I cant blame them because they come about as a result of colective sins of the father and mothers. I was just being swept along with worldly ways of things that we all deem acceptable these days. I knew no better, I am ashamed and I try my best to make sure the outcome of my daughters life is changed by the way I live mine. I realise exactly why we need God and what a good relationship it is when we have Him in our lives guarding our lives and changing the outcome of our destiny making us truly happy and the people that we always wanted to be.
Why do the wicked seem to prosper when the innocent suffer?
Because the blessing of the good guys was duped by a bad guy and so evil prospers because of the sins of the forefathers....
The Canaanites were the serpents seed and the good seed of Seth suffered the consequences and still does today
The Book of Genesis contains the story of Jacob and Esau focusing on the sale of Esau's birthright to Jacob and the conflict that had spawned between their descendant nations because of this sale.
This conflict was paralleled by the affection the parents had for their favored child: "Now Isaac loved Esau, because he had a taste for game, but Rebekah loved Jacob." (Genesis 25:28). Even since conception, their conflict was foreshadowed: "And the children struggled together within her; and she said, If it be so, why am I thus? And she went to enquire of the Lord. And the Lord said unto her, Two nations are in thy womb, and two manner of people shall be separated from thy bowels; and the one people shall be stronger than the other people; and the elder shall serve the younger." (Genesis 25:22–23)
Then at birth, “his brother came out, with his hand grasping Esau's heel; so he was named Jacob”. This passage in Genesis 25:26 is as if Jacob was seemingly trying to pull Esau back into the womb so that he could be firstborn.[1]The narrative of Esau selling his birthright to Jacob, in Genesis 25, states that Esau "despised" his birthright. However, it also alludes to Jacob being one who deceives. The passage does not indicate which view is correct.
In Esau's mother and father's eyes, the deception may have been deserved. Rebekah later abets Jacob in receiving his father's blessing disguised as Esau. Isaac then refuses to take Jacob's blessing back after learning he was tricked, and does not give this blessing to Esau but, after Esau begs, gives him an inferior blessing.This is the same old story that still exists between sociopaths/psychopaths and Gods children today, fighting and jealousy - they are jealous are they are born without the same feelings of love, contentment and creative skills/hard work ethic so they deceive, scheme, change culture into being typical of their nature - lazy, deceitful, lying, fakers, lazy, vain, envious, polluting, hurt and angry.
They don't realize Gods love extends to them also if they are truly sorry for their deception, cruelty, slander, adultry and murder.
Gods children are the lost ones who have been led into doing wrong (sin) by the culture and wolves in sheeps clothing against their conscience (where the Father speaks to them.
God forgives them too as stated in the bible in story of Jacob who only realised through his double crossing what its like to taste his own bitter pill. Also woman who questions Jesus who says even dogs get scraps under table is one of them. Their hearts have to genuinely feel repentance and sorrow for their actions and believe that if they repent and follow commandments that God will accept them too.
The Fall of Man
1Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?”
2The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, 3but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”
4“You will not surely die,” the serpent said to the woman. 5“For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”
6When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it. 7Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.
8Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from the Lord God among the trees of the garden. 9But the Lord God called to the man, “Where are you?”
10He answered, “I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid.”
11And he said, “Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?”
12The man said, “The woman you put here with me—she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.”
13Then the Lord God said to the woman, “What is this you have done?”
The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.”
14So the Lord God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this,
“Cursed are you above all the livestock
and all the wild animals!
You will crawl on your belly
and you will eat dust
all the days of your life.
15And I will put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspringa (fallen angel/serpents sociopaths/evil doers) and hers (Gods/Able/Seth those who are naturally good but are deceived into sin against their own nature/conscience by ways of the world);
he will crushb your head,
and you will strike his heel.”
16To the woman he said,
“I will greatly increase your pains in childbearing;
with pain you will give birth to children.
Your desire will be for your husband,
and he will rule over you.”
But God is God of mercy and forgiveness and gives all (bad and good guardian angel) so he wants his seed to do right and pray for those with love that are weapons of the devil. Not to kill them as eye for eye, live by sword die by sword rule comes into play. He wants us to not get sucked in by their ways but not seek vengence either but to listen to Gods instruction and pray for them as Jesus taught - pray for enemies.
Genesis 4
10The Lord said, “What have you done? Listen! Your brother’s blood cries out to me from the ground. 11Now you are under a curse and driven from the ground, which opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. 12When you work the ground, it will no longer yield its crops for you. You will be a restless wanderer on the earth.”
13Cain said to the Lord, “My punishment is more than I can bear. 14Today you are driving me from the land, and I will be hidden from your presence; I will be a restless wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will kill me.”
15But the Lord said to him, “Not soe; if anyone kills Cain, he will suffer vengeance seven times over.” Then the Lord put a mark on Cain so that no one who found him would kill him. 16So Cain went out from the Lord’s presence and lived in the land of Nod,f east of Eden.
This is why they seek positions of power, slander the good and are cheats, steal peoples work and sell off as their own and ruthless, merciless bosses, slave drivers who don't lift a finger to help - they have the nature of their Father the devil but they can be helped with true love and their souls set free with prayer and mercy as they are trapped in ice.
That's why we should not believe all the hype and conspiracy theories as yes they are half true but also the bad slander the good guys and blame them for their own atrocities so evil continues to persist because the general population are busy condemning the leaders who are trying to help them. That's why God says don't believe slander and conspiracy theories. We should all be dealing with our own problems rather than blaming others for our misfortune. We are like putty in the devils hands if we do not follow the instructions of God. Its a confusing mine field and hence why we should let God be the judge and pray for our leaders as God can change the outcome of anything if we hand over the power and ask for His help.
My ex. was a sociopath with a very destructive drinking addiction he was not an alcoholic that drank daily but a binge drinker who would go months without and then go on a week long bender which would start with a sip of a shandy and would progress through to downing anything he could get his hands on and vodka bottles would be stashed in wardrobes, under beds etc.
His moods had me convinced he was bipolar for a year or two until I fully stated to understand his behaviour, background and the pain he kept causing me without any thought/emotion, he would manage to manipulate me and so many others until both our lives broke down into chaos. We had a daughter and I became very protective of her in maternal instinct and his lack of care/interest in his own flesh and blood made me see him differently and I became worried by the prognosis for parenting of socipaths and I needed to leave and find stability being a new mother.
Over time I have come to understand the whole battle between good and evil. My little daughter has inherited his genetic condition of being at risk - her behaviour is hugely challenging, she can't sit still for a minute, her lack of understanding of love and inappropriate reactions for emotional things are really difficult to witness. I find every day really hard and am having to learn new ways of coping and trying to help her. Its no laughing matter and something people should know about.
Her Fathers behviour was really hurtful and painful but now having a daughter that suffers from the same issues I have become more empathetic to the whole issue of psychopathy/sociopaths as they never asked to be born and they are afflicted with this great defect of character which prevents them from understanding what love it and how to experience love/emotion. Their hearts are naturally drawn to do bad things, to be promiscuous / inappropriate and be attracted to the good sides light they steal it. They love war, aggression, weapons, financial irresponsibility and gambling/risk taking and anything that makes them feel powerful, vain and self important as they feel such little love in their souls. Often they are born into violence, abuse and abuse of all kinds so they go on practicing what they have experienced/know from their child hood. Many parents never understand what their child is so they go on to dislike their children due to their behaviour which only fuels a socipaths/psychopaths hatred/anger and causes them to wreak more havoc on the world just as the devil desires - he uses them to do his work.
Having experienced this from being a victim and a mother of one I fully understand why Jesus came to preach that we need to pray for our enemies and send them love and ask God to help break the icy hold over their souls. I understand what the bible means about the sins of the mother and father get passed from generation to generation. It was never Gods will but he can't stop humans following their own desires and free will but sin has disastrous consequences as the earth is experiencing now.
The dangerously clever part of the devils work is it splits up families, religions and communities through fear and fighting, blame and hatred but until we know the facts and can empathize then its difficult to remedy.
I find it hugely tough - my daughter is not born with the natural spirit of God, not knowing right from wrong, not knowing appropriate behaviour, not wanting to concentrate, she destroys things naturally rather than creates, she forces and imitates feelings and emotions as she does not know or experience what they mean. Its not her fault - she was born that way because of my sin. I was attracted to her father for his looks, his perceived wealth, his charms and his ways but it was all an act. I left a good honest hard working man and hurt his heart because I didn't know how to commit, I was never satisfied with what I had as I had pain in my soul and my ego thought I deserved more. My ego kept me chasing and kept me hurting. I justified all my own behaviour as a romantic quest for my soul mate but really when her father hurt me it was like tasting the own and full ferocious pain of my own behaviour. My hurt originated from my parents divorce and sense of abandonment and that originates right back in the generations of my own families. Hurt keeps being passed on.
I wish I could say there is a happy ending but every day is hard and a struggle and I feel like such a failure because I have inflicted a life of pain, not being able to experience love and being a misfit who feels like a burden to people - I am her mother and I love her dearly but I truly feel exasperated at her behaviour some times. I can't state how important being happy with good traits not money or wealth is and look for life partners that are good loyal parents/partners regardless of what they look like or earn you can work on those things together but you cant make people love or care. Having Gods marriage and blessing over a relationship I also believe protects your children from this affliction/disability.
There is some hope which I am trying to reprogram my mind and I am learning a lot from Dr Leedom and her books called Just Like His Father - there are great tips and much help for understanding their condition and getting the best out of the situation so I would fully recommend this for all parents really regardless of whether they are at risk or not it helps breed a culture of support and understanding.
Then read the bible for more enlightenment on sociopaths and evil forces blending into mankind an wreaking havoc as they play to our weaknesses that God forbids ie vanity, jealousy, desire for power, gullibility, greed and selfishness and why Jesus was sent to teach mankind about their mistake and ask mankind to pray for their enemies to change their hearts and make them come good. His act of sacrifice was true love for undeserving poeple because God forgives due to our forgetful and easily led ways - we need God as a Father to rescue and deliver us. They warp history, incite hatred and divide in religious tampering of texts, creating perfect breeding grounds for evil in the societies they direct and orchestrate through praying and seeking advice through the fallen whom were the false gods of the greeks and romans and occultists. God warns us of the effects of sin and these peoples hearts are darker and colder and God warns about making idols and not making images of anything in heaven or earth as He knows how evil spreads. All the horror movies and slasher films are what these people when sad and lacking in love like to watch and they are being groomed to be copycat killers, they take their pain of feeling void and lack of love and blamed for everything, unliked by parents and society alike and they take out their vengence on the innocent. That is how evil spreads. They need our love as this is how evil and revenge spreads and spreads.
They are created through mans choices not Gods and they play to all our failties of not listening and trusting in God. Mankind moans and whinges about the state of society and apparent lacking of God to help all problems in world but all have come about as a direct result of mankind not listening to God and using free will to create the havoc that the false gods orchestrate. The Almighty is the saviour but unless we ask for his help then we are at the merciless attack of the fallen and their children the sociopaths of today who frequent every news item on the agenda.
They were the ones who persecuted and murdered Jesus because evil did not want good to triumph but Jesus knew that his soul would return to the everlasting and would inherit eternal life, Jesus was in possession of the Christ (Gods spirit made his home within him because he became a clean vessel to work with ie he fasted for 40 days and nights and relied soley on God as did Moses at the end of the previous age to try to save people from their oppressors.
Hence the ongoing war between good and evil but Lorna Byrnes books give us the answers and mirror the true representation and pureness of God and his goodness and hopes / wish for mankind. He is giving us a get out of jail free card and we should take it.
Matthew 7:15
[ True and False Prophets ] “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves.
Matthew 10:16
“I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves.
Eye for Eye
38 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’[h] 39 But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. 40 And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. 41 If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles. 42 Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.
Love for Enemies
43 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor[i] and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47 And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.
By:
igoodman38
Age:
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