I Love My Sister.But she pushes me away, so I don't know what to do with my emotions.
Back in January a few years back, I broke down crying after she told me that she wishes I didn't exist. She said that a monkey would make a better sister, but that I was almost one anyway.
She just didn't care at all for how much I liked her.
Whenever I think about it, I get teary.
We're two years apart in age. I read all the time about how people become close with their siblings when they're in adulthood, but I don't think that'll ever happen.
She's 17, I'm 19.