It's Embarassing Really

Slob is the best word for me. My room is always a mess. If I would just clean up after myself, I wouldn't have a problem, but I'm really a "do-it-later" sort of person. My dirty clothes will get thrown and sprawled across the floor as opposed to the washing basket, I leave empty plates and glasses in my room, and if I'm by myself for a while, I put off washing the dishes until there's no longer any room in the kitchen for another dirty dish.
I never really make my bed, I have so much junk laying around the floor and I don't empty out the bin until well after it's began overflowing.
I actually live with my grandparents at the moment, so I feel really guilty. I never make a mess anywhere else in the house, but it's a dump in my room. And my car too. I feel humiliated when someone sees the state of my car, or if I have an unexpected visitor and they see my room.

I need to straighten out my act, I do try to stay clean, but every time I tidy up, I end up letting my room become a mess again. It's embarassing and depressing.

CashCarStar CashCarStar
18-21, M
Jul 29, 2010