I Am a ****
I lost my virginity the day after I turned 17 but this story is about when I was a virgin.
I've been wanting to document my sexual past for some time now but between making sure I remember everything, and ending up with a ***** deep in me after a few sentences, this has taken forever!
I am well educated, employed and have been living with my boyfriend for the past few months so to most people I appear to be a smart, hard-working, loyal girlfriend. Most of my friends today probably think I'm a bit inexperienced and have absolutely no idea what a ***** I am. Even my boyfriend, who now realises how slutty I can be, thinks I only ****** 3 guys before him. I can't really open up and tell anyone what I've done so here goes!
I always had it in my head that I would stay a virgin until I was 17. That is the only part of the vision that I stuck to. When I was turning 16 I was of the opinion that 5 lovers would be enough for a lifetime and any more than 10 and you were a filthy *****. And as for sucking a dirty, smelly ****?? No chance... By the time I turned 17 I'd sucked about 15 dicks and completely lost count of how many I'd jerked off.
My friends and I would go to under-age discos every week after drinking some alcohol and hook up with random guys. At first I would pick one guy I liked and wouldn't say yes to any other. Even then I would only let him kiss me but my friends were hooking up with anyone they liked so then I started to kiss 4 or 5 guys a night but by then my friends had started to give hand-jobs and get fingered... And so I started too! Eventually people knew if you got a kiss off me you also got to finger me while i gave you a hand-job until you came. I even started to suck off one of the security guys who was nearly 30 and had a kid.
It'd been a couple of months since I'd gone there without getting my hands on a guys **** and I was getting fingered by at least 3 boys a week. The weeks before i met my first boyfriend, Mark, I really started to cut loose. The night I met Mark I'd already been outside 3 times with 3 different guys, all of them fingered me and I sucked all of them on the beach. In my defence they were all dicks I'd either sucked or pulled before and they were all ******* big for a school girl! Much bigger than Marks turned out to be!
I remember how much it turned me on that while they stuck their tongues in my mouth they didn't know, or didn't care, that I'd had another guys **** there 10 minutes earlier and let them ***** down my throat. I didn't know if it was normal to find this such a turn on. I knew that everyone there thought I was a dumb **** but the only way to get that dirty high was to do something shameful.
There were a few lads in my year and the one above who were lucky enough to be around when I was too horny to wait until the disco and they got to finger **** me at lunch time. I rarely gave anyone a second chance unless they had some kind of idea what they were doing (and as schoolboys, they didn't) but I did suck this one guy off in the toilets maybe 20 times. His name was Dean. He had a girlfriend who was letting him **** her so his **** sometimes stank of her ***** but even that turned me on! He'd tell me I was a better **** sucker and better looking and once i started ******* he would finish with her and **** me even if I had a boyfriend. I loved it all. At the time I didn't really understand these emotions. I always thought sex was meant to be pretty simple!
Anyway, the night Mark- who was 17- walked me home, we kissed passionately at my front door and I pushed his hand up my skirt to get my fourth fingering of the night. He didn't have a clue and was just probing me and squeezing one of my **** but I was so turned on that he was unaware what I'd been up to earlier in the night that my ***** was more-or-less leaking! I tried to get my hands on his **** but he stopped me. We exchanged numbers and the next day we began to talk, which led to dates, and ultimately to being boyfriend and girlfriend.
I didn't realise it at the time but him unknowingly sharing my mouth and ***** would become the norm. God, the stuff I did behind his back still makes me horny now... He did eventually get to take my virginity but that's another story...
I've been wanting to document my sexual past for some time now but between making sure I remember everything, and ending up with a ***** deep in me after a few sentences, this has taken forever!
I am well educated, employed and have been living with my boyfriend for the past few months so to most people I appear to be a smart, hard-working, loyal girlfriend. Most of my friends today probably think I'm a bit inexperienced and have absolutely no idea what a ***** I am. Even my boyfriend, who now realises how slutty I can be, thinks I only ****** 3 guys before him. I can't really open up and tell anyone what I've done so here goes!
I always had it in my head that I would stay a virgin until I was 17. That is the only part of the vision that I stuck to. When I was turning 16 I was of the opinion that 5 lovers would be enough for a lifetime and any more than 10 and you were a filthy *****. And as for sucking a dirty, smelly ****?? No chance... By the time I turned 17 I'd sucked about 15 dicks and completely lost count of how many I'd jerked off.
My friends and I would go to under-age discos every week after drinking some alcohol and hook up with random guys. At first I would pick one guy I liked and wouldn't say yes to any other. Even then I would only let him kiss me but my friends were hooking up with anyone they liked so then I started to kiss 4 or 5 guys a night but by then my friends had started to give hand-jobs and get fingered... And so I started too! Eventually people knew if you got a kiss off me you also got to finger me while i gave you a hand-job until you came. I even started to suck off one of the security guys who was nearly 30 and had a kid.
It'd been a couple of months since I'd gone there without getting my hands on a guys **** and I was getting fingered by at least 3 boys a week. The weeks before i met my first boyfriend, Mark, I really started to cut loose. The night I met Mark I'd already been outside 3 times with 3 different guys, all of them fingered me and I sucked all of them on the beach. In my defence they were all dicks I'd either sucked or pulled before and they were all ******* big for a school girl! Much bigger than Marks turned out to be!
I remember how much it turned me on that while they stuck their tongues in my mouth they didn't know, or didn't care, that I'd had another guys **** there 10 minutes earlier and let them ***** down my throat. I didn't know if it was normal to find this such a turn on. I knew that everyone there thought I was a dumb **** but the only way to get that dirty high was to do something shameful.
There were a few lads in my year and the one above who were lucky enough to be around when I was too horny to wait until the disco and they got to finger **** me at lunch time. I rarely gave anyone a second chance unless they had some kind of idea what they were doing (and as schoolboys, they didn't) but I did suck this one guy off in the toilets maybe 20 times. His name was Dean. He had a girlfriend who was letting him **** her so his **** sometimes stank of her ***** but even that turned me on! He'd tell me I was a better **** sucker and better looking and once i started ******* he would finish with her and **** me even if I had a boyfriend. I loved it all. At the time I didn't really understand these emotions. I always thought sex was meant to be pretty simple!
Anyway, the night Mark- who was 17- walked me home, we kissed passionately at my front door and I pushed his hand up my skirt to get my fourth fingering of the night. He didn't have a clue and was just probing me and squeezing one of my **** but I was so turned on that he was unaware what I'd been up to earlier in the night that my ***** was more-or-less leaking! I tried to get my hands on his **** but he stopped me. We exchanged numbers and the next day we began to talk, which led to dates, and ultimately to being boyfriend and girlfriend.
I didn't realise it at the time but him unknowingly sharing my mouth and ***** would become the norm. God, the stuff I did behind his back still makes me horny now... He did eventually get to take my virginity but that's another story...
By:
easyjen
Age:
22-25
,
Female
