15yr Old Smoker

I know its bad for me but my sister's abortion in september stressed me to the point where I started to smoke it was hard on me and I needed something to calm me thru all the fight me my mom and my mom and my sister fights and after that things went down hill trying to quit is hard considering I also picked up drink and I need a cig in my hand while i drink to get the taste out of my mouth but I quit drinking and Cigs are next but for now i smoke and its bad.....i need help

Lostinimage Lostinimage
13-15, F
Mar 25, 2009