I Wasn't Always Like This
I was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress disorder when I was a child, however i've never given any thought to the fact that I might be a Sociopath. Lets see...the earliest account that I have of my abnormal behavior began when I was about 3 or 4 years old. I personally don't remember this incident, but my mother told me that one day when I was a child I became aggravated with my little sister. My sister was 2yrs at the time. My mother told me that she walked out of the room where my sister and I were to retrieve something out of the living room. When she came back, she found me sitting on top of a pillow with my sister underneath it. She told me I was trying to smother her. I was somewhat surprised that my behavior was this dark at the age of 4. My behavior throughout the years did not get any better. When I would get angry I would through wild fits, but then I would be perfectly calm within minutes of my tantrum. In the past when I have had friends that were close to me die, I never felt any sort of sorrow or even change in emotion. I like to challenge others personalities, and behaviors because it gives me a weird sort of amusement. I guess i'm just a strange person. I do, however, have an overbearing love of cats. I think they're the sweetest creatures on earth.