Teen Sociopath 4 realOkay for one let me clarify somethings, if you have to think that your a sociopath, your not. I just turned eighteen a week or so ago and the thing is I am a true sociopath. Right now I have to see a therapist, psychatrist, social worker, case manager, another possible therapist and they're trying to determine what medications maybe "beneficial" to me. I was recently admitted into Childrens hospital on the seventeen of last month and spent twelve days in there in their "psych" unit, most people think so what you went to Childrens. Well, Ive been in and out of there since I was about seven or so. My mind is so twisted and 'disturbed' that the Hamilton county court system deemed that I was too dangerous to return to my family due to homocidal thought (along with many other things) so now I do not live with my family. My mind is so bad that as a teenager they where considering putting me in a ADULT psych-unit where the big crazy people are. But they didnt. They believe that I am also borderline (whatever) and a few other things. Now my 'condition' is also caused by brain damage in which I believe happened during my mother pregnancy and birth. My father punched my mother in the stomach when she was pregnant, during birth I had oxegon depervation and have had some head injuries as a child. Whatever the cause I dont care. I am only sharing this because I find it amusing how many people who are nothing more than self centered a-holes think their psycho. Well guess what stop trying to diagnose yourself because your being a jerk. I didnt even know or let alone think twice about being like this, do you think when I 'hurt' those animals I thought to myself "I must be a sociopath" NO! Or when I kept knives and a axe in my room that I thought that, or whenever I have fantasies of doing things to people that I thought that. NO, in fact I still find myself normal because for one....it took seventeen years for any of these people to notice anything. Now if you where to meet me I am the most sweetest person, girls say there should be more guys like me in the world, people feel safe and warm around me, my friends think I am a cool dude and fun to be around. But when people get to really know me they seem to wonder away, I have had ex-gfs tell me that at first I seem like a really loving perfect guy but once they get to truly know me I am some type of moster. Oh, so scary (roll my eyes), now I do have the typical "symptoms" of a sociopath.
Lack of emotion and lack of empathy and emotion of others in which the staff at the hospital said I could be a "danger to society" yeah whatever. Narsisitic, lack of conscious, I use to be able to make the therapists think I was a normal boy....blah blah blah yall know the rest. But people dont seem to see what I truly am in which I have perfected over the years by watching people and learing. I am and use to be a bad child but I learned the dos and donts to behavor that result in a favorable outcome. I did bad things but I always was a good child for the simple reason. If a bad kid does something wrong everyone jumps all over him if a good kid does something wrong he gets a simple tap on the hand. Its worked relentless times for me. So for you people who THINK your psycho stop waisting your and my time reading this bs. Your fine sop being paranoid with your little monkey brains.