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I am a sociopath, I don't care what definitions you people might use to describe this, for lack of a better word condition but you may call me zerosoul. From the the start I knew I was different from my family and everyone else. As a young child I had an aggressively violent temper, I do have faint memories of being cruel to animals (smothering puppies in a blanket). I have no remorse and dislike all authority unless it's my own. I remember not knowing how to act and react to other people in social setting so I began observing and mimicking. I can manipulate anyone successfully and dislike anyone I consider weaker than me. I don't like large groups of people unless I can mentally prepare myself. The longest I have had a job is three years and work sucks. This planet is my prison and I will rule it or die. On the outside I am a charismatic intelligent individual with a witty sense of humor, I am also a snappy dresser with great hygiene. I can be anyone, do anything, I could be standing next to you anywhere in the world and you would not know who or what I am.

 

zerosoul zerosoul 31-35 8 Responses Jul 5, 2008

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I think the funny thing about confessed sociopaths (actually this confession is factual and doesn't glamorize the condition, so I appreciate it more than others) is that they seem to operate under this illusion that they are better and more powerful than non-sociopaths. The reality is the opposite. Anyone can be anything they want. Non-sociopaths are not weak. They are actually at an advantage because they make up the majority and can better relate to others sincerely, not just through a charade. It is my opinion that sociopaths are predisposed through their temperament and neurology, but are largely made. They seem to be, themselves, weak - as they are defended in such an overcompensated way that the only emotion they feel comfortable with is anger. Other emotions make them vulnerable. It is such a narcissistic condition that the behavior evokes an unruly, uncivilized child - as if sociopaths are stuck in a phase of childhood never learning that other people exist as they do. If they cared at all about themselves and were truly intelligent, they would not harm others. Their lives are so much without love for anyone, even themselves, it's a wonder they continue living. But they tell themselves that they are better and "it's better this way", so they, again, don't feel vulnerable or in a state of disadvantage. Sociopaths are pretty interesting - but I think it's just a blanket term - like any disorder in the DSM, for people who don't proceed past certain developmental stages psychologically.

I almost picked the same pic you chose as your avatar. Have you been diagnosed as a sociopath by a clinician? It sounds as if you are. Does this give you a good feeling? Do you have fear? Do you get any joy out of life? I think you are sane. Insanity is psychosis and the law exempts psychosis but not sociopathy.

people catch on quicker then you think. only the very young do not.

SOMTHERING PUPPIES IN A BLANKET OMG ................ IF YOU WANT TO KILL WHY NOT JOIN THE MILTARY, LEARN STRATEGICAL WAYS TO KILL THE ENEMIES OF OUR COUNTRY .......... THEY NEED PEOPLE AS YOUR SELF WHO HAVE NO REMORSE .. WHY? <br />
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WELL, OUR COUNTRY WONT HAVE TO SPEND TAX MONEY ON YOU ONCE YOU COME BACK FROM THE KILLING FIELDS.....<br />
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YOU HAVE NO REMORSE, SO U WILL HAVE NO AFTER CARE, NO EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS....<br />
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WHY NOT BECOME A BOUNTY HUNTER ? OR HELP AUTHORITIES TRACK DOWN PEOPLE AS UR SELF ...........

peopple are so self concious that they can be manipulated easily just by using that .....subtly ofcourse

every body is insane just nobody stops to notice.

Very nice, I like this.<br />
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Playing the part, while grueling is entertaining, how can people be so stupid? Everyones a fake, they just dont know it. <br />
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A wolf in sheeps clothing.

Nice pic, Vampire the Maquerade... World of Darkness etc,<br />
It use to be a good game...