I Thought I Was A Sociopathper topic, I thought I was a sociopath (functional) constantly seeking to improve my personal wellbeing. However, recently I have met a girl, I can forget about her when I take time off, however there are some strong cravings I have not felt before (to get her attention). They are really intense and I have been very edgy lately. In fact I am considering going to a psychiatrist, feign depression and get some prozac to numb myself. This is different from the usual adrenaline rush.
I do not want to hurt her and have a strong desire to protect her. I currently imagine and compare my current state to gollum from Lotr going "my precious". I do not feel a need to infringe her thoughts or shadow her personal space.
Thanks in advance.
functionalminimalist 22-25 4 Responses 8 Nov 21, 2012