I Am A Sociopath - A Coming Out Story.Coming out as a sociopath can be akin to coming out as gay to a family full of hard core Christians. There is a lot of stigma attached to being a sociopath. So why do it? As a sociopath you would think I would be more about self preservation.
Well this in a sense is self preservation. Pretending I care is starting to get on my nerves. I want to be able to say it how I think it. I don't want to sit through 30 minutes of your 'my kid is so wonderful I love him so much, here look at this pictures' story. I want to tell you that I don't care. I don't want to go through 5 minutes of how are you greetings. I don't want you to tell me something bad that happened to you. Unless you want me to build you a flame thrower I can't help you with your exhusband who is such a douche bag. I am actually more likely to understand him. All this emotion makes you look like a crazy annoying little girl.
You ask why am I so angry. The truth is I am not. I just find you annoying. You were fun for the first few times we hung out. I am over it now. Yes I am only interested in you while you can provide me with something. This something could be entertainment. It doesn't have to be something material. I am not a horrible person, I just don't care. I have nothing against you, but I also have nothing for you. I will use you if you let me.
I am at a point in my life where fooling people has become to easy. I don't even have to put any effort into it. So it has lost it's entertainment value. I want to try being me for a while. I don't expect you to get it. I am just creating a challenge for myself so I can be entertained.
CoiledSnake 31-35, F 12 Responses 7 Jan 8, 2013