Existing.Our physical body here on earth, are merely vessels for our sprit to work through.
I've always despised religion and the church. And I have my own definition of "god" from my own personal experiences. I never use to believe, until "god" revealed himself and spoke to me on my 21st birthday in June. I still can't believe it myself. I now have the knowledge and wisdom of the "holy spirt" sometimes I think I've completely lost my mind. Anyway that's another story, to complicated for most to comprehended.