Am I A True Starseed? (mind Over Matter.)

First off I wanna say, I am a male 25 years of age. I understand just about anything futuristic. I have an uncanny ability to connect with animals, humans as well. I can sit in a room and almost feel the walls in my mind of the room beside me. I don't talk much unless its to appease others. I like to listen way more than I like to talk. Ive been put in a phsyic ward, for all my "crazy" thoughts. Ive never liked to read much. I always wondered more about why people write the books that they do, more than the book itself. I used to doodle symbols in school and make my own alphabet just for fun. School never seemed to apply to me. Someone can tell me a story and I can almost feel like I was there. Cry with them so to speak. I like to evaluate things, games amuze me. I get easily sucked in to the paranormal. I don't have good short term memory but long term is exceptional. I remember pushing and kicking my moms stomach before my birth. I have an ability to blend in with society and act accordingly to they do. People tell me all the time to just be myself and it confuses me because I am. Ive always just felt different, I was born with blonde hair and both my parents are dark headed. I still have blonde hair all over my body including my arms, legs, face etc. It seems like I am fascinated by the human race and the way they think. I never stood out as far as "book smarts." I think too complex about things and how they work. I used to write poetry for fun and it seems to just come out so deep in meaning naturally. I am not religious at all. I think religion controls the masses. I do believe in an all knowing higher power. Using my focus and mental abilities sometimes fascinates me, sometimes makes me laugh. Especially, with animals they are easy to figure out and read. I used to meditate off and on to see things and understand things for me to put on paper. I have wrote down inventions when I was a kid, put them in a safe and now years later I see them on the market and makes me giggle. I went through a phase of my life where it was like I had to make everyone I met laugh no matter how they was feeling. I am to the point now in my life where I understand the world and all thats in it quite well. The idiocracy of the world is too much to fathom for me. I enjoy observing my surroundings and all thats in it. I don't like to be my normal self in public anymore, you could say I am "shy." I think in my mind there is a device that could control your entire existence. I think along with your five senses, everyone has a sense of direction in their life. I sometimes cry for no apparent reason. If anyone has any of this you can explain or give me advice it would be much appreaciated. I don't dream much at all anymore (Or I don't remember them,) but maybe that has something to do with the situation of my mind. Feel free to give me your input and if I am normal to you or in fact I am indeed a Starseed.
MightyWhitey MightyWhitey
22-25, M
3 Responses May 18, 2012

I think you're just perfect. Normal is boring and you're far from it.

I can certainly relate to many of the experiences you have had. I've had them as well. I believe the answer is the one that is in your heart. If someone says you are not a starseed, will that change the way you feel? I don't think so, but we are being driven to seek each other out.
My "weird" ideas have not caused me any problems.
I can say it might be a long journey for you. As it has been for me.

I encourage you to learn the art of mental discipline. I know much about what you are saying. Much of your experience is my experience.<br />
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I used to cry often, but haven't cried since I learned that I am a SANE person who is living in an INSANE environment. I was depressed & didn't know it, but am no longer. You, like me, are obviously bright and we see much that others do not see - and though we are certainly isolated, we are not alone. There are a few of us - and our numbers are growing. We are here for a purpose.<br />
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I don't like the word starseed. It has too many subtle implications that are not helpful to understanding. I prefer the word "awakened". You are clearly awake, but you are lacking some knowledge that will make your life fun, interesting, and purposeful.<br />
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I was a horrible student and I HATED school. It wasn't relevant to anything important. (This is intentional. The U. S. Dept of Ed.'s mission statement says that it exists to prepare students for global competetion. It doesn't say that it exists to educate. It really exists to prepare you to be a slave to a system that is designed to oppress you) Still, after the horror of formal schooling wore off, I began educating myself for MY OWN benefit, and I now know that I am the best educated person that I have ever met. i LOVE learning - it is my passion. My education is very B-R-O-A-D ba<x>sed. This helps me explain much.<br />
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You do not think too-complex about things. You enjoy making the complex simple or understandable. That's a great art, not a shortcoming!! I too love to do that. Most don't know how or how much fun it can be. I ignore people who want me to be shallow.<br />
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I remember being an infant lying in my crib - my first steps - my contstant awareness of being part of something real - that I was told was not real, but only childish foolishness.<br />
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You say you think that in your mind there is a device that could control your entire existence. Hint: Your mind IS a device that DOES control your entire existence. That's why I began with suggesting that you learn mental discipline. I consciously manifest my intended desires because I KNOW THAT I CAN. I can refer you to sources that show you how you can do that too. Many do this. You can too. Imagine the possibilities that are yours with a little knowledge that your education failed to give you.<br />
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You say that you have an amazing rapport with animals. I do too. I am able to read what they are saying. I once had hundreds of chipmunks coo to me, giving me a delightful concert. Until then, I didn't know that chipmunks COULD coo - and here they were obviously singing TO me. I know when the geese are crying in sorrow or playing their goose games. My cat knows me as well as I know her, and she follows me without a leash wherever I go (SOME examples).<br />
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I understand why you get confused when people tell you to just be yourself. How silly! Even if you COULD be someone else, why would you want to be? You could never be them as well as they can, and you can ONLY be you.<br />
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All people are psychic, but most people don't know it. They don't know that they CAN be psychic. I can introduce you to how to use a systematic method of using your abilities. If you know how they work, you can turn them off at will so that you are not sucked into things that don't bring you joy - but instead lead you to tears.<br />
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The all-knowing higher power that you speak of has been recently discovered by quantum physicists, and you might be fascinated to learn about it and how to use it to your advantage. You don't need the kind of "book smarts" that your bad(dishonest and incomplete) formal education gave you. You need knowledge to help you. <br />
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The world is filled with functionally uneducated idiots. That's just a fact that those like us have to accept. They certainly don't know that.<br />
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If you want to chat more, please e-mail me. There is so much information that has been withheld from you - in part because it is recent scientific discoveries, and in part because those who know certain things are not controllable by the powers that be.

Thank you so much, I related to so much of what you said. I really appreaciate all the input, and yes I was/am kinda depressed. The doctor's put me on a physcosis medicine? That I have to take at night before I sleep. I am not one to ever trust medicine but I guess it is helping me I don't know. I don't want to be the smartest person or the most "gifted" I just want more knowledge to make things seem more understandable for me. I went like ten years without believing in a "god" or higher power. I was stuck on dismissing and debating religion but as I got older I learned that religion is a way to control. Anyways, if I have any questions I know who to msg. Thanks again!

Very interesting!
By the way, me too my cats follow me everywhere, we go for walks in the woods for hours :-) I love cats.