Not By Choice...

I am to sick to work ...My bipolar symptoms are too rampant to try and hold down a job right now .. Ive applied for social security almost three yrs ago ... and im still waiting for a hearing date .   I really cant wait to work again .. See having epilepsy as a child  . Im not allowed to get my license with out a letter from the dr and then having bipolar d/o i have to have a dr's note which she gave me permission to do it .. But i would have to take a reflex test because im on psychotropic drugs .. and i have arthritis in my hands so i already drop stuff all the time .. so work was one of my only forms of independence and i had worked since i was 14 ... so to lose that took a big chunk out of my self esteem ..  But i know one day ill be able to work .
starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
26-30, F
Jul 6, 2007