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Lead Me

This morning is a struggle. I'm missing my hunny something fierce.  What hurts more is knowing that there is a lot missing and broken in our relationship and much of that is my fault.  However, as I have time to heal physically, God is also working on me emotionally and spiritually.  I'm opening myself up to my husband and taking a risk and giving him my vulnerable heart. I sent him this song in an email today, because it has been my cry for a few years, and it's time I let him know how I feel.   It's called Lead Me by Sanctus Real:

I look around and see my wonderful life
Almost perfect from the outside
In picture frames, I see my beautiful wife
Always smiling, but on the inside

Oh, I can hear her saying

Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, but what about us?

Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone

I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes
They're just children from the outside
I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine
They're independent, but on the inside

Oh, I can hear them saying

Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?

Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone

So Father, give me the strength
To be everything I'm called to be
Oh Father, show me the way
To lead them

Won't You lead me?

To lead them with strong hands
To stand up when they can't
Don't want to leave them hungry for love
Chasing things that I could give up

I'll show them I'm willing to fight
And give them the best of my life
So we can call this our home
Lead me 'cause I can't do this alone

Father, lead me 'cause I can't do this alone

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I hope he's able to hear with both physical and spiritual ears.
ANewCreation4Him ANewCreation4Him 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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Very warm and real. Thank you.

Thanks. Things are slowly getting better, and he's finally hearing me. I'm so humbled...

Oh...well, just wait. It will get much, much better. Women are women. Men are men. Relax and enjoy. I cannot believe I missed years of this bliss. Still, its good, very good, now. Hug.

Thanks, ladies, now stop making me cry. I've shed enough tears this morning. :)

Hugs! I know it’s so hard when they’re gone. This is a beautiful song. I’m praying for your husband to hear and your quick healing.