Overall Submissive

I am a submissive wife and did not realize it until just recently. It's not that I am Submissive in the bedroom, we are equal and take turns in that stand point. But when it comes to everything else he is in complete control. I guess I am okay with this because I love him and doing these things proves it. But when it gets to the point that I have to worry whether he is going to change his mind about he feels about me because I didn't do something it scares me. I love him to death and he means the world to me and we are having our first child together. But I am unsure about what to do.. I am posting this here because of the realization that I have encountered and possibly for guidance. I am afraid that if I stand up to him I will like him and I don't want that.  I did some stupid things in the past and I am completely aware of it but it is brought up all the time as if it is being dangled over me.. I don't mind taking care of him, I enjoy it. Like taking care of the housework, food, laundry, cleaning, etc. I just ..  I don't know.. Like I said though, I do love him with everything in the world and I don't want to lose him.

Firecaster Firecaster
Mar 1, 2009