I Have Always Known.

Ever since I can remember I have always been submissive. I have always been a people pleaser. When I was little I would have boys chase me, tackle me and pin me down. I loved it. As I got older when I played tag, I would get caught just so I could have a boy pin me down and kiss me. At night as a young teen I would fantasize about boys kissing them, having them over me. I would put my hands above my head and slide them under my head board, so I was helpless, submissive. I was beginning to think like one even at a young age. Not realizing it I looked for dominant men, tall, broad shoulders, confident but not cocky that could give me that same feeling. I loved a guy who would make the first move, the one that new what he wanted and didn't have to ask how to do it. When I was serious about someone if he was wishy washy and indecisive, it was actually a turn off for me. I always thought if they had to ask how to **** me, I was not interested. As I got older I added more to my sexual fantasies, I loved to experiment, get creative and try new things. I looked for that in a partner. now thankfully after years of searching I have found the one I have been looking for and I am soo grateful to have found him. It pays off to know what you want and go after it.
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1 Response Dec 15, 2012

Great story, bisub! I really enjoyed the read. I wish my area finished playing tag by pinning girls down and kissing them!!! LOL