I Am A Succubus
Do you know how scary it is to hear thoughts in your head in your own voice but know they aren't your own? Do you know how scary it is finding out it's not some elaborate game of dungeons of dragons but a real thing? It feels like I am losing my mind and losing myself. The first thing I think of when I see someone of the opposite sex is what it would be like to seduce them, and what method would be most effective for doing so. My kisses make a man dizzy, my touch makes them weak in the knees. I've been a heart breaker without meaning to be, I feel like such a contradiction. One side of me is quiet, shy, and innocent. A hopeless romantic and good hearted person. The other side of me is cold and cruel, knowing all the ways to get whatever I want and having no qualms about being a relentless, heartless sex fiend to get them. I am so confused right now, I don't know anything for sure anymore, but I do know that if you tell some you have a 447 year old demon borderline possessing you, you will get several dirty looks, can anyone relate to this or am I alone here?