Beginning My LifeI was molested as a child by my paternal grandfather and it has damaged me. From being quick to anger to having no intimate moments with my husband. He took my innocence and will to be happy. Well, that is all going to change.
I just joined a healing center near me and I start group therapy in about 2 weeks. I am also currently working one on one with my therapist on this whole ball of hell stuck inside of me. After making the choice to not let him control me anymore, I have found a new me, well a small new me. I have found an outlet for me, a peaceful and relaxing outlet. Art. I've been painting and drawing like crazy for the past few days. I love it!
I am determined to get through my past and get to the present. Yeah I was molested, key word WAS, and I can't live in that anymore. I have flashbacks, so it is like reliving it every time i get them. Im going to be learning skills to be able to get through them and to tell my " little self" that it is ok and my " adult self" is there to help her get through it.
Wish me luck and I wish all of you luck who decide alsoto fight back and get your life in your hands, not the devils.
drkscrt89 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 Aug 19, 2011