I Was Molested
I am now 18 years old ... but when I was 7 years old my baby sitter who was 16 molested me. I just recently told my parents about what happened, a year ago. For years I've been having dreams about being raped, or chased by my parents or them violating me in some sort of way. They never save me in my dreams... I just want to know if it was my fault for being molested, I was 7 and he asked if he could touch me and I said okay, and he would do it all the time he baby sat me... I was ashamed of it. I just remember i didnt understand what i was doing and why i let him do it to me, but was this my fault? was I really... molested? I need to talk to someone about it, im tired of these dreams and not trusting people, is this the reason why iv been struggling with these nightmares ?