Memories Never Go.

movies movies
we'll go for a movie
wanna know what happens after?
if yes, we'll go for a movie

does he really mean that?
confusion surrounds.
mind half split.
yes he meant, no he couldn't

continued for long
so very long
months and years
passed along

and the time came
with no realization of its impact
on mind and soul
on mind and soul

it happened
it happened again
the blue black dress
the yellow sheets
the noon time
and scorching heat.


something saved
yes something saved
no internet connection
yes it saved
saved from something more awful
more chilling
mind ripping
soul killing

then it happened again
and again
the moments froze
nothing more than a dummy


go away
finish it soon
and go away
mind shouted
but tongue refused to speak
tongue refused to speak.

another day
another day
sleeping on train
oh not again
go away
go away


yet another day
hotel room
wrapping the blanket
as if it would
keep him away
keep him away
but it didn't
but it didn't.
TiredOfRunning TiredOfRunning
18-21, F
2 Responses May 16, 2012

have anyone grew up in a home of ******

SO VERY SAD. MUCH WAS SAID, EVEN THOUGH MUCH WAS LEFT UNSAID. HOW HORRIBLE OF EXPERIENCES YOU'VE HAD. I AM SO SORRY FOR THE THINGS YOU'VE BEEN THRU. SO MUCH TO KEEP INSIDE. I PRAY YOU'LL BE ABLE TO RELEASE IT ONE DAY & LET IT ALL GO, ALLOWING YOURSELF TO BE FREE. YOU'RE CARRYING THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON YOUR SHOLDERS. SUCH A HEAVY BURDEN TO BEAR. I PRAY YOU'LL RECEIVE COUNSELING & BE ABLE TO LOOK BEYOND WHAT HAD HAPPENED. TO CONTINUE TO SET GOALS FOR YOUR FUTURE. YOU'RE IN MY PRAYERS.