Embodiment Of Pain

Everything you done to me, I keep remembering, and every time is hard, it hurts so much I have tried therapy, pills, injections, sessions, but you keep coming to torment me, you keep dragging and hurting me, I'm sick of it, I'm so sick of keep pretending everything is alright when it is not.

In the darkness I keep seeing you and I'm afraid so afraid, why didn't you kill me when you had the chance to? why letting myself to be consumed by you and your vicious greed? No matter what I do its always the same, but if anything happens to me, this time I wont shut myself, for everything is prepared even if I die.
belpeol belpeol
22-25, M
May 24, 2012