I Guess I Should Add My Story,
I think its great this has been started, i just want people to remember this is the net, ppl dont know who you are, so dont be ashamed of it.
Well i was sexually abused from a young age from my father, he also raped my 2 eldest sister which he went to prison for. I have another sister but she said it didnt happen to her, he wouldnt rape two miss one then move to me. I wasnt raped, i was molested and made to do things i didnt want to do such as oral sex. once my dad got out of prison the vic welfare department basically got him living with us again, they told my mum it would be for the best.. pffft.. anyway coz the Victorian welfare department failed he got another victim.. ME!!!
I hate him for it, but in other ways i have forgiven him, i have a normal relationship with him now, he is a changed man, even tho many would say they dont change, my dad did..
i lashed out at my mum for "letting it happen", in my mind she gave me to him as bait. in her mind while she was with him he couldnt hurt anymore kids coz she could keep an eye on him.
This hurts alot, especially coz i have a huge family and they all know about it, and throw the "your dads a rock spider" in my face.
sorry if this is lame or doesnt even make sense, i really dont know how to write about this.