I Am a Teen Baby
well around 7 i started wetting the bed and by 8 it had stoped but i loved the feeling of pullups for some reson at 9 when we moved we had someone who lived nextdoor and they had a 10 year old in dipers and i had these weird feeling around them so i took some one time and hide them and when i was all alone i tried one on i LOVED the feeling it was just like wow so from then i liked them when i was 12 i started wearling baby stuff and using in secret and once in a blue moon i would use my diapers i had for everything i could not understand why i had these feelings but when i was alone at 13 i started looking at diaper story web sites and reading then storys and i keep wishing my life could happen like that but it would not cause if my mom and dad found out they would freak out and send me to a menthopital well around 15 wouldent you know i but i do get sent to one for a weird reson i had bipoler so i was there for about 7 months no diapers i crying about it and about my girl fiend i missed aboyt 4 weeks before i left i got a letter that my girl friend had dumped me and i cryed for days and went in to a secret depression wanting diapers and to be a baby even more then before so i could leave all the stress behind i moved in with my dad after i left there and started getting hit once in a while when he would get mad so i needed them now more then ever but i dont got any here so im really depressed about alot of things my now ex girlfiend knows about my diaper dreams and stuff and a good friend yesterday i tried telling a tharapist about it but he laughed at me and called me weird so i came home and come to find out a really rally good friend of mine is going to die here soon and i cant leave my stress i can go to my happy place i cant get my diapers or anything cause im with my dad and i miss everything i just wish that my family was understanding and that they would get why i like them and be cool about it but when i almost got seen they where like what was like u weirdo? and i said umm my blanket lying. so my life sucks and i cant have my safty i want or anything i want and im really sad now because of everything going on and i just want help or something