Became A Diaper Wearer At 15

I started wearing diapers 2 1/2 years ago when I was 15.  I was never a bed wetter and don't even remember being "potty trained", since I quite bedwetting at a very early age.  My 12 year old brother was still wetting the bed at this time.   My mom praised me for not being a bedwetter.   I only remember wearing boxers my whole life and I enjoyed that.  I had lots of sleepovers where we all just ran around in our boxers.   I know that none of my close friends wore diapers.  Our adventuresome night activities would have discovered any friends wearing a diaper.  There was one distant friend that we found out wore a diaper while we were on a scout camp as 12 year olds and we even teased him. 

Starting around age 14 I did try secretely try on my brother's diaper a few times, but just for a minute or two.  Maybe, inside I was a little jealous that my brother got lot's of attention from my mom in helping with his bedwetting and diapers.  Like my brother, I do have a very small bladder and did get up in the night to pee and went very often in the day.  During the summer in 2007, I remember having a few small accidents at night, but I didn't think much about it as it was never enough that anyone found out about them.  Also that summer, my parents and little brother left for a 10 day trip to visit relatives.  I stayed home to go to football workouts.  The first night alone I decided to try actually wearing a diaper for the night to see what it felt like.  As usual, I woke up to pee.  I held it in for as long as possible, then I just kinda relaxed and my diaper got warm.   I was surprised when after a few minutes I didn't even notice it was wet.  But I liked the feeling of letting it go and feeling the warm feeling and then the squishy feeling between my legs.  I repeated this a couple more times that night and then did it again the next few nights.  After a few nights of this, I decided to try taking some sleeping pills to see if it would make me wet the bed.  I still woke up after a short time and peed a little.  But then I don't remember waking up again and I woke up with a very full diaper and it kinda scared me, but I also enjoyed it.  But the next night I tried the same thing with the sleeping pills and barely remember waking up to pee, but woke in the morning with a full diaper.  Luckily, my mom had huge boxes of goodnights and even some Pampers Cruisers size 7, so no one would notice some were missing.  I think my body liked getting the full nights sleep without having to wake up.  I found I could just barely fit in the Cruisers, which was really weird to wear a diaper with Sesame character on it!

After my family returned I actually had some accidents a few times.  Several weeks later I severely hurt my ankle playing football and had to have surgery and had to stay off it for 6 weeks.  I was home in bed for most of the 1st 2 weeks.  I was on major pain killers that acted put me right to sleep and I woke up to a wet bed the very first morning after the surgery.  My mom changed the sheets and we joked about it since I was never a bedwetter.  A couple hours later she came in with a Pamper's Crusier size 7.  My mom wanted me to wear it since I was still on the pain medication and was sleeping a lot.  She brought the Pampers Cruisers since they had tabs and so she could help put it on and off without sliding it over the large boot on my foot.  I was so tired and in pain that I let her do this.  When she came a woke me up a few hours later she asked about the diaper.  My younger brother was also there to check on me.  I didn't feel wet, but when I patted my hand on the front of the diaper, I realized it was wet and I was real embarrassed.  This happened many times over these 2 weeks.  Maybe it was the pain medication, but I actually was liking being diapered.  She even started using baby powder.  After a couple weeks I was changing  myself and headed back to school.  I realized I was hardly staying dry on my own, so I wore a goodnight under my boxers just in case.   When I came home my mom found I out I was wet and so she brought one package of goodnites and one package of Pampers in my bedroom. After this, I quit having sleepovers, which I missed.     Soon after this my brother quit wetting the bed.  I had teased him when he was younger and now I got the teasing back from him since I was not the only bedwetter and had all the diapers in my room.  

1. I kind of distanced myself from my friends since I quit going to the sleepovers with them.  I decided to make friends with the one kid that I knew wore a diaper as a scout.  We eventually had a sleepover at his house and played video games until late.  I was already wearing a gn, and tried to keep it dry by not drinking and going to the bathroom often.   At night, he said "I guess you remember from when you teased me as a scout that I wear a diaper at night, so I am going to change into it before bed".  I was kinda disappointed that he only had to wear his at night.  I shared with him that since my football injury I was temporarily wearing a diaper and I already had it on.   I was excited to be in the same room at night with someone my age that also wore a diaper.  In the morning I was disappointed when I found that his diaper was dry and I was wet as a baby.    He said he was rarely wetting any more.  A couple months later he told me he no longer wore a diaper at night.  He kinda started giving me a hard time about wearing a diaper.  At school, he came up once and patted me on the but and said something like, "what you weaing under there"?  So now I am the diaper wearer, but I am still enjoying it.  But I am also worried about having it end before going to college.