My Story

my story really begins way back i was about 13 when i found out i was pregant my baby daddy was about 15 his name is chris well him and me have known each other for years and well he was my best friend i found out i was having a son i named him jase(jay-c-ss) ryan he was the love of my life but what kid aint to there mom. i moved up to SC and he moved up here with my one night when chris was bring jase back home to me after i got off of work....a drunk drive hit them and the car fliped chirs was fine but jace was killed it killed me i cryed and didnt come out of my room for weeks i just felt like dieing it took me a while to be ok with the fact but it still hurts me very much this year it will 3 years on oct 4 that he has died...........later on i fell in love with my now fiancee he is my everything and i love him so much last year him and me had a baby girl my mom was a little more happy about this one then she was with the last one i knew what i was doing and  what  i was getting my self into.....and my fianee is amazing and when we found out we were having a baby girl my mom told me she was pregent also she had a baby boy......my little girl will be a year old on oct 26 my family and my fiancee's family love her. im so happy and even tho i miss my son very much i got mybaby girl and chris is still very close with me and he loves my baby girl also oh i forgot her name is jacie(jay-cee) michelle. well there is my story if u have any questions go rite ahead and ask.