Fathers Day Heartache

Today i took Kaedyn to his fathers grave to lay down some flowers for fathers day. It was such a hard thing and so sad i really wish he could be here with us. I understand he cant and im finally moving on but its just so hard to believe he is gone forever. Today at the gravesite i broke down in tears and Kaedyn hugged me and said "it ottay mama, daddy angel" it was so sweet and made me cry even harder. I try to be strong for my boy but today was just hard because Kaedyns father isnt here on Fathers day but it will not stop me and my son from celebrating for if he was here i know he would have been an amazing father. So happy fathers day to Kaedyns father <3 and all the other fathers out there as well as single mothers for your doing the job as both parents.