A Story I Can Call My Own!

So basically, I was a teen mom, I am now in my twenties. (21). I got pregnant when i was 15 and I guess it wasn't time for me because I never gave birth. It was so hard for me it destroyed my childhood and life at the time. Before I got pregnant again, I was getting high all the time, struggling with bulimia and starving myself, and I had lost myself. I met this guy when I was 18 years old, and we had two common factors, and it was getting high and no self esteem. We found out we were expecting soon after he moved in with me. I never knew if I truly believed in a God but it was like He was trying to save me from my destruction by blessing me with my precious little man. The moment I laid my eyes on that positive pregnancy test, I got clean with no struggle but struggled almost my whole pregnancy with my weight and gaining, and keeping food down. After I had him, I was sooo happy and even though everything else in my life was spiraling out of control, I was able to be sane and genuinely happy when I had him by his side. Even though, it isn't easy, I have found my calling, being a mother. I am now having baby fever, wanting another baby so bad! I know it probably won't happen anytime soon but a girl can dream! Anyways, I am now happier than I have ever been and I can thank my lovely boy for that. I am now dealing with very stressful terrible twos, and it is one of the hardest experiences of my life!!
IAmBreeAlicia IAmBreeAlicia
18-21, F
Sep 24, 2012